ASSALMUALAIKUM.
It's study week this week and this time is so strange where I did not go home. Bravo zuraini!
I've got an issue here. But, by pour everything here it seem not alright.='(
Oh my Lord, please ease this bad feeling, please purify all the intentions and please cleanse my heart.All i do and did is about YOU and your credits.
Tuesday, December 25, 2012
Thursday, December 20, 2012
life tough they said and i can't deny it.
Assalamualaikum.
Hiatus for quite some time.It's a signal show how am I busy picking up with my life as a engineering student. Despite of the endless- long-list-work-to-do, here I am feeling like updating this place. Recently my life have become hectic than I used to remember last last semester. Seeing the long list of assignment-project- fyp -test- angklung's training and the long list goesss.... oh mann this is Final year! I just need warmth prayers and wishes that everything will go smoothly for me, the works as well the health.
Hiatus for quite some time.It's a signal show how am I busy picking up with my life as a engineering student. Despite of the endless- long-list-work-to-do, here I am feeling like updating this place. Recently my life have become hectic than I used to remember last last semester. Seeing the long list of assignment-project- fyp -test- angklung's training and the long list goesss.... oh mann this is Final year! I just need warmth prayers and wishes that everything will go smoothly for me, the works as well the health.
Life tough they said
and I can't deny it.
Final Year has tough me so much meaning in life. How to be strong, patient, independent, responsible and etc..
I think I was at ages of 8 that time, I was in primary school.I wore pinafore uniform to school but there is one fine day where I left behind my belt in car. After abah drop me at the entrance gate and left, only I realize that I did not put my belt on. Those time, there's a rule where when we did not wear a complete uniform we will get some kind of punishment. Ohh, I was sacred that time. I scared the teacher will be harsh at me and get me a punishment. I remembered how I was shaking and scared that time until I can't stop my tears. Then ,my teacher realized that I was crying, she asked me why but I refused to talk and just can't stop crying.
Because I was holding my stomach and crying so bad, my teacher assumed that I am having stomach pain.. ( actually I was holding my stomach because nak hide yang sebenarnye I am not wearing my belt) Pity that teacher sebab tertipu. =) Then, at the end my teacher called up my dad to pick me up. I got off day that day.. aahhaa.
As the years went by, the habit of mine remains, when someone being harsh at me i'd cry, when i'm frustrated at something, I'd cry, when i hate something, I'd cry, when i am angry at something, i'd cry and if I sad over something I will definitely cry. So fragile heart I have. But that's how i express my emotion, by tears.
and at age of 22,a wider range emotion are felt. and most of them will ended up by tears. same old me. the diftferent is, have have no abah and emak to wide the tears.
p/s : after all, I think i am big enough to deal with my own feeling.
Friday, October 12, 2012
Begin Again.
Assalamualaikum.
I am stuck in this comfort zone of laziness since this new semester started. unproductive me. So, yesterday and today I received something that really boost up my motivation. Thanks to the both person.. a great person indeed that really amazed me.
Speaking of laziness, I've no idea of what on earth is happening lately in me that I am so lazy to start of my things. I rather to be procrastinate all my works even I clearly knew that there are tons of work that need my attention. But still procrastination hits me so bad. So, here unproductive me starting off my new semester.
Dr. Azizi did mention yesterday that we need to have a very clear objective in life in order to lead us the way of success. In conjunction of that, I think I need to begin again and clarify on my niat and Objective for the reason why I am here.
1. So first, the LAZINESS. laziness can't be eliminated on demand. It is useless to say or blog out unless you need to GET OFF YOUR BUTT!!! and start to do your things zuraini.. Tune off the lazy button starting from now.!
2. Don't get the slump start! Don’t fall into that trap – recognize the activities need to do to procrastinate, and nip it in the bud. Take action right away, no matter how small the victory, and use that momentum for further tasks.
3. Motivation everyday. Use daily, Consistent motivation. Squeeze some time in schedule to get motivated by reading or watching something positive.
4. setting goals, setting priorities. Make life with clear objective.
If you don't take time to 'pat yourself on the back', more so than not, no one else will. Two things to keep in mind:
Insyaallah, with the new begin. I can start to get focus and have the momentum in me to clear all my objective in life. May Allah easy.
I am stuck in this comfort zone of laziness since this new semester started. unproductive me. So, yesterday and today I received something that really boost up my motivation. Thanks to the both person.. a great person indeed that really amazed me.
Speaking of laziness, I've no idea of what on earth is happening lately in me that I am so lazy to start of my things. I rather to be procrastinate all my works even I clearly knew that there are tons of work that need my attention. But still procrastination hits me so bad. So, here unproductive me starting off my new semester.
Dr. Azizi did mention yesterday that we need to have a very clear objective in life in order to lead us the way of success. In conjunction of that, I think I need to begin again and clarify on my niat and Objective for the reason why I am here.
I am here for good is to learn, to gain knowledge, to make myself batter in all way, to be qualified.
2. Don't get the slump start! Don’t fall into that trap – recognize the activities need to do to procrastinate, and nip it in the bud. Take action right away, no matter how small the victory, and use that momentum for further tasks.
3. Motivation everyday. Use daily, Consistent motivation. Squeeze some time in schedule to get motivated by reading or watching something positive.
4. setting goals, setting priorities. Make life with clear objective.
If you don't take time to 'pat yourself on the back', more so than not, no one else will. Two things to keep in mind:
- You are your biggest supporter and your harshest critic.
- Remember to respect your goals that you are trying to attain and appreciate and reflect on the ones you have reached.
Insyaallah, with the new begin. I can start to get focus and have the momentum in me to clear all my objective in life. May Allah easy.
Thursday, September 27, 2012
of recent life
assalamualaikum.
It has been quite a long time which i have abandon this place. Well, life still goes on and of course there's ups and down. For the past few month I have being not bother to jot any post here due to time constraint and of course come together with my big bum bum laziness.
currently, I have reach the 4th year of my study and now I am here already for the 3rd week. =)
Hopefully for this final year I can push up myself to be good at all kind of aspect. insyaallah
FINAL YEAR, PLEASE BE NICE =)
P/S : all the lecturer being so care to ask why am I willing to be the only malay in the class. me answer. it's simply because keselesaan.=)
It has been quite a long time which i have abandon this place. Well, life still goes on and of course there's ups and down. For the past few month I have being not bother to jot any post here due to time constraint and of course come together with my big bum bum laziness.
currently, I have reach the 4th year of my study and now I am here already for the 3rd week. =)
Hopefully for this final year I can push up myself to be good at all kind of aspect. insyaallah
P/S : all the lecturer being so care to ask why am I willing to be the only malay in the class. me answer. it's simply because keselesaan.=)
Friday, June 1, 2012
no pain no gain
Assalamulaikum.
A few days ago while I woke up for sahur, I've received one text massage from my murobbi. Once again she tough me a lesson. well lesson indeed!
" rindu adik ini... saat kak xda kekuatan,byk kak belajar dr ketabahan zu.... terima kasih "
sangat tersentuh dengan massage yang diberi. ='(
Life saya tidaklah se -challenge mana, tidak juga sehebat mana compared dengan orang lain. But for me I have gone through lots of bums and obstacle since I stepped into this campus. Let get this straight, I am a weakest person ever! ever! ever!. I remember upon my earlier semester, I kept on posting telling the world that how I hate my life, how bad life has treating me and how struggle am I to cope with this people in my uni and I screwed up everything. Still remember there was this one night, I cried so badly after solat . I was praying to Allah to make my life easier coz it was really hard for me that moment. I'm thinking to run to my mum and dad to beg them to take me home. =(
Until one day, this one conflict happened and there is where my turning point begins. I started to say to myself that I had enough negative vibes inside. I need to change, I need to alter, I need to chase the negative and fill with positive thinking. So I started to open my mind and change the perspective. I tried my best to accept things and look it into positive way. I realize that the way I lead my life previously isn't the best. I did muhasabah myself a few times. And I come out with some changes which is.....
I start to telling myself that I need to accept things redha-ly and stop comparing. Things that I am not use to it I will try to accept or change according to my way. kalau tak boleh tukar physically, change the way you things about it. This work well, saya rasa lebih tenang dan gembira dengan my current life.
I start to let myself free from things that I don't fell good about. Starting from last semester I decided to change my class and give a try to myself to be fully independent. I prefer to be in a class with non-bumiputra's and international student. The risk is there, I know whenever we do something that against from normality, people out there will start to talk. But since I wanna do a changes,why must bother cakap-cakap orang kan. Then I find out when we do things that we like, kita akan lagi bersemangat untuk apa yang mendatang. This is what I feel now. =)
I start to let myself go one step higher. Previously, I am a passive student. I refuse to join or involve myself with social life. My uni life was dull and boring that time. Hidup saya buku, study, buku , study.Then I realize, market is demanding now days. If I refuse to get out from my own world, I'll gain nothing. So, I started too look around for any opportunity for me to build my soft skill. Alhamdulilah, Allah make my way easy. HE give my lots of opportunity to learn and gain.
But in order to make changes you will go through lots of cabaran. Bear in mind " NO PAIN NO GAIN" ye dakk? Me also tak terkecuali. cabaran saya walaupun tak sehebat mana but still I am proud with myself. Saya mampu bergerak dan bekerja sendiri. owh, I am always forever alone.
Till this moment , saya realize. Allah maha hebat. Dia janji Manis tiba selepas pahit. Well, saya tak boleh deny sebab saya lalui itu semua. For all the sweat and tears before terima kasih kerana mengajar saya. For those out there dan juga to myself , positive la dengan hidup mungkin kadang-kadang kita tak tahu yang sebenarnya kehidupan kita akan lebih baik kalau kita start mencari titik perubahan. =)
p/s: stop bother cakap cakap negative orang, yes kita boleh ambil pedoman dari cakap-cakap itu tapi bukan sebagai penghalang.
p/s/s: I love my life.
A few days ago while I woke up for sahur, I've received one text massage from my murobbi. Once again she tough me a lesson. well lesson indeed!
sangat tersentuh dengan massage yang diberi. ='(
Life saya tidaklah se -challenge mana, tidak juga sehebat mana compared dengan orang lain. But for me I have gone through lots of bums and obstacle since I stepped into this campus. Let get this straight, I am a weakest person ever! ever! ever!. I remember upon my earlier semester, I kept on posting telling the world that how I hate my life, how bad life has treating me and how struggle am I to cope with this people in my uni and I screwed up everything. Still remember there was this one night, I cried so badly after solat . I was praying to Allah to make my life easier coz it was really hard for me that moment. I'm thinking to run to my mum and dad to beg them to take me home. =(
Until one day, this one conflict happened and there is where my turning point begins. I started to say to myself that I had enough negative vibes inside. I need to change, I need to alter, I need to chase the negative and fill with positive thinking. So I started to open my mind and change the perspective. I tried my best to accept things and look it into positive way. I realize that the way I lead my life previously isn't the best. I did muhasabah myself a few times. And I come out with some changes which is.....
I start to telling myself that I need to accept things redha-ly and stop comparing. Things that I am not use to it I will try to accept or change according to my way. kalau tak boleh tukar physically, change the way you things about it. This work well, saya rasa lebih tenang dan gembira dengan my current life.
I start to let myself free from things that I don't fell good about. Starting from last semester I decided to change my class and give a try to myself to be fully independent. I prefer to be in a class with non-bumiputra's and international student. The risk is there, I know whenever we do something that against from normality, people out there will start to talk. But since I wanna do a changes,why must bother cakap-cakap orang kan. Then I find out when we do things that we like, kita akan lagi bersemangat untuk apa yang mendatang. This is what I feel now. =)
I start to let myself go one step higher. Previously, I am a passive student. I refuse to join or involve myself with social life. My uni life was dull and boring that time. Hidup saya buku, study, buku , study.Then I realize, market is demanding now days. If I refuse to get out from my own world, I'll gain nothing. So, I started too look around for any opportunity for me to build my soft skill. Alhamdulilah, Allah make my way easy. HE give my lots of opportunity to learn and gain.
But in order to make changes you will go through lots of cabaran. Bear in mind " NO PAIN NO GAIN" ye dakk? Me also tak terkecuali. cabaran saya walaupun tak sehebat mana but still I am proud with myself. Saya mampu bergerak dan bekerja sendiri. owh, I am always forever alone.
Till this moment , saya realize. Allah maha hebat. Dia janji Manis tiba selepas pahit. Well, saya tak boleh deny sebab saya lalui itu semua. For all the sweat and tears before terima kasih kerana mengajar saya. For those out there dan juga to myself , positive la dengan hidup mungkin kadang-kadang kita tak tahu yang sebenarnya kehidupan kita akan lebih baik kalau kita start mencari titik perubahan. =)
p/s: stop bother cakap cakap negative orang, yes kita boleh ambil pedoman dari cakap-cakap itu tapi bukan sebagai penghalang.
p/s/s: I love my life.
Monday, May 21, 2012
sila bertahan untuk sedetik lebih lagi
assalamualikum.
" ALLAH tidak membebankan hambaNya melainkan dalam lingkungan kemampuan manusia"
- Al-Baqarah ayat 280-
Clearly stated in Quran, Allah won't make our life hard purposelessly when He best knew that you are capable to handle it. Well, this couple of weeks . I rather fell demotivated. I have bunch of works to run for, but still procrastination hits me badly. slap may self hard.!!!!
Last few days, I receive a call from my dad. Owh, bukan call tapi miss call yee.Then I return the call and asked my dad why he just doing that. sampai hati okey, nak buat misscall misscall je. Then my dad said, ala abah nak buat panggilan rindu dekat angah. SPECHLESS. alololo, suweeet nye abah sayerrr nieee. heh!
abah asked, why dah lama tak ring rumah. ehem2 abah, siapa yang homesick nie. bukan a day before angah ada call rumah ke? kontoi abah rindu. =) Then our conversation start till I didn't realize that my eye was teary. RINDU RUMAH. ='(
Recently, beban kerja semakin bertambah-tambah. 3rd year been so challenging so far in which i was racing with time and responsibilities. I have 3-4 project to submit, the design software drive me crazy, lots of tutorial question need to turn in, I have presentation and interview waiting in a week, 2 exam paper in a week, angklung practice make my mood swing and last but not least HONG KONG mobility program meeting. For time being I need to be strong and just bear in mind that this is the sacrifice that I need to do in order to gain batter in future, InsyaAllah. InsyaAllah.
p/s: peer pressure also contributing. =(
p/s: kenapakah update blog then automatically blog terupdate ke fb sekali.? puftt
" ALLAH tidak membebankan hambaNya melainkan dalam lingkungan kemampuan manusia"
- Al-Baqarah ayat 280-
Clearly stated in Quran, Allah won't make our life hard purposelessly when He best knew that you are capable to handle it. Well, this couple of weeks . I rather fell demotivated. I have bunch of works to run for, but still procrastination hits me badly. slap may self hard.!!!!
Last few days, I receive a call from my dad. Owh, bukan call tapi miss call yee.Then I return the call and asked my dad why he just doing that. sampai hati okey, nak buat misscall misscall je. Then my dad said, ala abah nak buat panggilan rindu dekat angah. SPECHLESS. alololo, suweeet nye abah sayerrr nieee. heh!
abah asked, why dah lama tak ring rumah. ehem2 abah, siapa yang homesick nie. bukan a day before angah ada call rumah ke? kontoi abah rindu. =) Then our conversation start till I didn't realize that my eye was teary. RINDU RUMAH. ='(
Recently, beban kerja semakin bertambah-tambah. 3rd year been so challenging so far in which i was racing with time and responsibilities. I have 3-4 project to submit, the design software drive me crazy, lots of tutorial question need to turn in, I have presentation and interview waiting in a week, 2 exam paper in a week, angklung practice make my mood swing and last but not least HONG KONG mobility program meeting. For time being I need to be strong and just bear in mind that this is the sacrifice that I need to do in order to gain batter in future, InsyaAllah. InsyaAllah.
p/s: peer pressure also contributing. =(
p/s: kenapakah update blog then automatically blog terupdate ke fb sekali.? puftt
Wednesday, May 16, 2012
cheesy post di tengah minggu.
assalamulaikum.
post ini mungkin bakal memberi interpretation yang agak cheesy kepada si penulis. =)
Supaya anak muda yang gatal bercinta di celah cita-cita dapat menampar pipi masing-masing agar celik mata melihat ke depan. Jika menolak zina pun jadi kepayahan, halau dirimu dari cinta dan perkahwinan. Bosan saya melihat jiwa lemah yang merengek-rengek meminta ihsan.Jika mahu bercinta, jangan merancang hanya ke pelamin. Masukkan sekali urusan lampin.Kerana rumahtangga bukan utopia Cloud 9. Ia adalah kombinasi suka dan duka. Sesungguhnya cabaran selepas berkahwin adalah jauh lebih berat berbanding dengan sekadar cabaran mengelak dari zina sebelum kahwin. Jika ini pun gagal, muhasabahlah diri segera sebelum melangkah ke usia dewasa yang lebih mencabar itu
- saya dapat dari sini!
errr, seriously sentap okeyy bila baca. @_@
When it come to the 4th years of relationship, what else will you expect more? For sure you want something that can assure you some batter ending bukan. Recently, kawin muda, kawin masa belajar its happens everywhere. it's like a trend. Memang, memang menyegerakan kawin itu perbuatan yang disukai nabi. Tapi does it work for you, for me??? Have you prepare for being 100% adult with full and extra extra responsible and commitment? Do you aware with the suka and duka of marriage life? Are you ready to accept strangers into you life?? ARE YOU READ ???????
I would like to end this, to tight the knot as soon as I'm ready to handle this big task. And I hope ' he ' can start saving now cause I am preparing now..=p
Actually I know I should not say this in public, but just pray for me that one day I'll can get what I want (you know it). I need to end this and turn it into something halal, something that can give me and 'him' a batter solution cause what we are having now it's not right. It's obviously not right when you know you're doing something not right but you don't have the strength to fix it. Weak me!
p/s : saya tak gatal nak kawin. just want to clarify things.
post ini mungkin bakal memberi interpretation yang agak cheesy kepada si penulis. =)
Supaya anak muda yang gatal bercinta di celah cita-cita dapat menampar pipi masing-masing agar celik mata melihat ke depan. Jika menolak zina pun jadi kepayahan, halau dirimu dari cinta dan perkahwinan. Bosan saya melihat jiwa lemah yang merengek-rengek meminta ihsan.Jika mahu bercinta, jangan merancang hanya ke pelamin. Masukkan sekali urusan lampin.Kerana rumahtangga bukan utopia Cloud 9. Ia adalah kombinasi suka dan duka. Sesungguhnya cabaran selepas berkahwin adalah jauh lebih berat berbanding dengan sekadar cabaran mengelak dari zina sebelum kahwin. Jika ini pun gagal, muhasabahlah diri segera sebelum melangkah ke usia dewasa yang lebih mencabar itu
- saya dapat dari sini!
errr, seriously sentap okeyy bila baca. @_@
When it come to the 4th years of relationship, what else will you expect more? For sure you want something that can assure you some batter ending bukan. Recently, kawin muda, kawin masa belajar its happens everywhere. it's like a trend. Memang, memang menyegerakan kawin itu perbuatan yang disukai nabi. Tapi does it work for you, for me??? Have you prepare for being 100% adult with full and extra extra responsible and commitment? Do you aware with the suka and duka of marriage life? Are you ready to accept strangers into you life?? ARE YOU READ ???????
I would like to end this, to tight the knot as soon as I'm ready to handle this big task. And I hope ' he ' can start saving now cause I am preparing now..=p
Actually I know I should not say this in public, but just pray for me that one day I'll can get what I want (you know it). I need to end this and turn it into something halal, something that can give me and 'him' a batter solution cause what we are having now it's not right. It's obviously not right when you know you're doing something not right but you don't have the strength to fix it. Weak me!
p/s : saya tak gatal nak kawin. just want to clarify things.
Sunday, May 13, 2012
EMAK's version
salam.
I know among all the sibling, i am the most teary, soppy, emotional lagi sensatif and super manja. don't ask me why, but ask my parents..=p hee somehow, being so vulnerable and fragile, the most person that can stand all the flaws inside me is my Emak. She still can find that tiny braver inside me..
today marked special day for every mom in the world. MOTHER'S DAY.
this special writing are specially dedicate to my mom.
you know what? you are the best emak ever! reaching this part, writing about you emak, I can't stop my teary. I miss you!
Emak, i would like to say thank you for being such a fantastic and awesome mother for me. I'm so glad that I've you as my guardian angle.
No one can replace you. You are amazing mother.
She is my best partner. very best partner. I could not refuse to share with her everything that happened to me. Dari sekecil kecil hingga se-dirty dirty secret all are in her hand. Cerita kisah hati saya, masalah peer saya, owh dan conflict secret admire saya juga menjadi kisah sharing saya dengan emak.
She always cooked delicious meal to fuel up my body. Whenever I'm away from home I crave my Emak delicious food the most. That is the reason why I barely take rise in the uni cause I will start to miss you when your delicious food was not there for me.
She nursed me when I fall sick. She tends to awake all night long just to be my side. Emak, sometimes we no need expensive medicine for us to fell batter but we are always fell well when you are around. Thank you emak for being the best nurse/doctor in the world.
She'd save up her money from all her hardwork so that she could buy the clothes and accessories that I’ve always asked for…. Thank you emak for the scarified. =)
I adore your magic words. Like a magic spell you know. When I fell down, the only word that can burst my spirit is only came from you. I don't have any idea how you can did that but it is really magic.
sometimes I fell scare when I think I could never satisfied you with all my single doings. But I can promise you that I will always do my best to chase my dream, to pray for you, to be a good muslimah..
EMAK, if you tend to read this, I just want you to know. kadang kadang angah terlupa nak cakap thank you, kadang kadang angah merajuk dengan emak terlupa yang syurga angah ada dengan mak dan kadang kadang angah selalu buat emak risau dengan perangai over manja angah sampai angah lupa yang amak ada 3 orang anak lagi. Terima kasih emak.
I know among all the sibling, i am the most teary, soppy, emotional lagi sensatif and super manja. don't ask me why, but ask my parents..=p hee somehow, being so vulnerable and fragile, the most person that can stand all the flaws inside me is my Emak. She still can find that tiny braver inside me..
today marked special day for every mom in the world. MOTHER'S DAY.
this special writing are specially dedicate to my mom.
you know what? you are the best emak ever! reaching this part, writing about you emak, I can't stop my teary. I miss you!
Emak, i would like to say thank you for being such a fantastic and awesome mother for me. I'm so glad that I've you as my guardian angle.
No one can replace you. You are amazing mother.
She is my best partner. very best partner. I could not refuse to share with her everything that happened to me. Dari sekecil kecil hingga se-dirty dirty secret all are in her hand. Cerita kisah hati saya, masalah peer saya, owh dan conflict secret admire saya juga menjadi kisah sharing saya dengan emak.
She always cooked delicious meal to fuel up my body. Whenever I'm away from home I crave my Emak delicious food the most. That is the reason why I barely take rise in the uni cause I will start to miss you when your delicious food was not there for me.
She nursed me when I fall sick. She tends to awake all night long just to be my side. Emak, sometimes we no need expensive medicine for us to fell batter but we are always fell well when you are around. Thank you emak for being the best nurse/doctor in the world.
She'd save up her money from all her hardwork so that she could buy the clothes and accessories that I’ve always asked for…. Thank you emak for the scarified. =)
I adore your magic words. Like a magic spell you know. When I fell down, the only word that can burst my spirit is only came from you. I don't have any idea how you can did that but it is really magic.
sometimes I fell scare when I think I could never satisfied you with all my single doings. But I can promise you that I will always do my best to chase my dream, to pray for you, to be a good muslimah..
EMAK, if you tend to read this, I just want you to know. kadang kadang angah terlupa nak cakap thank you, kadang kadang angah merajuk dengan emak terlupa yang syurga angah ada dengan mak dan kadang kadang angah selalu buat emak risau dengan perangai over manja angah sampai angah lupa yang amak ada 3 orang anak lagi. Terima kasih emak.
Saturday, May 5, 2012
long hiatus
How pathetic to see I left this blog kan..='(
Well after a long hiatus I finally found myself back in writing .=) Work loads had forced me to out from this place. pity you blog!
I can feel the time is ticking so fast. i mean a really damn fast okey. It's just like in one fine day you woke up in the morning , Monday is hitting you and other day you woke up in the morning is already another new Monday is hitting you again. Wah wah Masa kenapa begitu pantas ya engkau berlalu??
Actually I'm just doing fine and great with my studies and others commitment. Life for me know is all about completing my works, trying to get focus into all things cause everything need to be done in a short while. I less bother to post anything here cause there is no mood to blog when you feel like other commitment is tight hard. I'm just into my work and my simple yet lonely life.
Dealing with 3rd year as Civil Engineer to-be memang tough. Project, Assignment, Lab report , tutorial, presentation and kelab, societies is such a long list okey. Macam mana engkau berlari berkejar kejar the long list , it's would not even decrease and yet menaik adalah. ='(
actually, I do have 2 paper back to back the next day after tomorrow. Kinda a tough also. But yet study were not seriously focus. slap forehead!!!! here are few quotes to lift up your spirit and me.!
p/s: Hari tu kekasih hati was asking me this bang question.
awak esok-esok lepas grad awak akan jadi apa?
terkesima sebentar.OMG. OMG!!!! mulut yang megomel itu ini ,sharing segala bagai tu semua selama 3 tahun ni apa makna? pls be strong zuraini. =(
Well after a long hiatus I finally found myself back in writing .=) Work loads had forced me to out from this place. pity you blog!
I can feel the time is ticking so fast. i mean a really damn fast okey. It's just like in one fine day you woke up in the morning , Monday is hitting you and other day you woke up in the morning is already another new Monday is hitting you again. Wah wah Masa kenapa begitu pantas ya engkau berlalu??
Actually I'm just doing fine and great with my studies and others commitment. Life for me know is all about completing my works, trying to get focus into all things cause everything need to be done in a short while. I less bother to post anything here cause there is no mood to blog when you feel like other commitment is tight hard. I'm just into my work and my simple yet lonely life.
Dealing with 3rd year as Civil Engineer to-be memang tough. Project, Assignment, Lab report , tutorial, presentation and kelab, societies is such a long list okey. Macam mana engkau berlari berkejar kejar the long list , it's would not even decrease and yet menaik adalah. ='(
actually, I do have 2 paper back to back the next day after tomorrow. Kinda a tough also. But yet study were not seriously focus. slap forehead!!!! here are few quotes to lift up your spirit and me.!
- God will never put you in a situation you cannot handle.. all you have to do is trust and believe in him.
- When we pray, Allah hears more than we say, answers more than we ask, gives more than we imagine.. in His own time and His own way..
- Attach your heart to Allah and you will never be disappointed. You will never be frustrated, and you will never be let down.
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| miss the moment when the adik-adik's cambodia called me KAKJu . =) |
p/s: Hari tu kekasih hati was asking me this bang question.
awak esok-esok lepas grad awak akan jadi apa?
terkesima sebentar.OMG. OMG!!!! mulut yang megomel itu ini ,sharing segala bagai tu semua selama 3 tahun ni apa makna? pls be strong zuraini. =(
Thursday, March 8, 2012
Things go wrong so...
Assalamulaikum.
These voice in my head keep telling me that this little space need some urge wake up from a comfort zone . WAKE UP zuraini.!!! success doesn't come to you BUT you go for it.
Its almost pass 3 weeks I have been here, attending the lecture, spending and wasting time without knowing what have I done and for sure isn't a productive at all. After had a conversation with my besties all the way from UK. She just hits me a wake up call. I need to work super hard to be someone someday.I need to fine a solid purpose in life the chill cycle life isn't helping much. Not that I'm complaining or demanding for a hectic one, but at least to not fell useless and unproductive. that's all.
Hope Allah may ease everything for me and istiqamah is always here with me along this tough journey.
These voice in my head keep telling me that this little space need some urge wake up from a comfort zone . WAKE UP zuraini.!!! success doesn't come to you BUT you go for it.
Its almost pass 3 weeks I have been here, attending the lecture, spending and wasting time without knowing what have I done and for sure isn't a productive at all. After had a conversation with my besties all the way from UK. She just hits me a wake up call. I need to work super hard to be someone someday.I need to fine a solid purpose in life the chill cycle life isn't helping much. Not that I'm complaining or demanding for a hectic one, but at least to not fell useless and unproductive. that's all.
Hope Allah may ease everything for me and istiqamah is always here with me along this tough journey.
Saturday, February 25, 2012
A good .Fresh start !!!!!
assalamualaikum.
Alhamdulilah, new semester which is semester 6 is ongoing and again Alhamdulilah everything is going smooth and well.
So, what is new semester is all about?
1. homesick free
2. drama tears no more
3. strong mode = on!
4.study smart nor hard
5. I.S.T.I.Q.AM.A.H
things about new semester :
1. penghuni TF.
2. Lone ranger forever.
3. the only malays in the group
4. roommate havoc.
Hopefully, what starts well ends well too. InsyAllah.
Alhamdulillah. Terima kasih, Tuhan. Terima kasih yang tak terhingga.
Alhamdulilah, new semester which is semester 6 is ongoing and again Alhamdulilah everything is going smooth and well.
So, what is new semester is all about?
1. homesick free
2. drama tears no more
3. strong mode = on!
4.study smart nor hard
5. I.S.T.I.Q.AM.A.H
things about new semester :
1. penghuni TF.
2. Lone ranger forever.
3. the only malays in the group
4. roommate havoc.
Hopefully, what starts well ends well too. InsyAllah.
Alhamdulillah. Terima kasih, Tuhan. Terima kasih yang tak terhingga.
Friday, February 17, 2012
cinta dan bercinta.
assalamulaikum.
to me, bercinta dan cinta itu ada beza.
well bercinta itu adalah awal-awal relationship. waktu flame tengah membara, waktu baru nak kenal hati budi, waktu hari hari asyik nama dia engkau ulang, waktu bila dia asyik engkau fikir, but it's will remains temporary. sekejab.sekejab lagi hilang lah perasaan tu.
tapi tak bermakna kalau that feeling of falling in love tu hilang, tak bermakna tak cinta. cinta adalah permenant. love doesn't fade. Ia akan sentiasa ada.
well cinta pula adalah, dimana he accepts you for who you are, begitu juga dengan engkau. walaupun flame mula mula tadi hilang luput dimamah masa, tapi engkau masih nak buat dia gembira, masih nak sehidup dengan dia dan masih cinta dia. Well, that is what I define cinta.
siapa tak ingat perasaan mula-mula bercinta.kan? excited setiap masa. balik balik jenguk handphone, menanti massage si dia, tiap-tiap malam tunggu wish goodnite dari si dia. Bila bercakap debaran di dada tak usah cakaplah.
but after a while, perassan excited tu hilang, everything jadi macam routine, everything jadi macam predictable.yalah, mana nak sama relationship baru nak berkembang mekar dengan relationship yang bertahun lama. yee dakk?
bagi saya, kalau kita tak mampu membezakan dua perkara ini, then take for granted pada dua perkara ini. then hell. sampai kesudah cinta dan bercinta tak kan kekal.
maka, bila relationship engkau jadi monotonous,jangan terlalau cepat melatah okey..
p/s: sorry can't help dari fall untuk kecewa. ='(
p/s/s: saya tak suka awak jadi orang munafik sebab saya.='(
to me, bercinta dan cinta itu ada beza.
well bercinta itu adalah awal-awal relationship. waktu flame tengah membara, waktu baru nak kenal hati budi, waktu hari hari asyik nama dia engkau ulang, waktu bila dia asyik engkau fikir, but it's will remains temporary. sekejab.sekejab lagi hilang lah perasaan tu.
tapi tak bermakna kalau that feeling of falling in love tu hilang, tak bermakna tak cinta. cinta adalah permenant. love doesn't fade. Ia akan sentiasa ada.
well cinta pula adalah, dimana he accepts you for who you are, begitu juga dengan engkau. walaupun flame mula mula tadi hilang luput dimamah masa, tapi engkau masih nak buat dia gembira, masih nak sehidup dengan dia dan masih cinta dia. Well, that is what I define cinta.
siapa tak ingat perasaan mula-mula bercinta.kan? excited setiap masa. balik balik jenguk handphone, menanti massage si dia, tiap-tiap malam tunggu wish goodnite dari si dia. Bila bercakap debaran di dada tak usah cakaplah.
but after a while, perassan excited tu hilang, everything jadi macam routine, everything jadi macam predictable.yalah, mana nak sama relationship baru nak berkembang mekar dengan relationship yang bertahun lama. yee dakk?
bagi saya, kalau kita tak mampu membezakan dua perkara ini, then take for granted pada dua perkara ini. then hell. sampai kesudah cinta dan bercinta tak kan kekal.
maka, bila relationship engkau jadi monotonous,jangan terlalau cepat melatah okey..
p/s: sorry can't help dari fall untuk kecewa. ='(
p/s/s: saya tak suka awak jadi orang munafik sebab saya.='(
Thursday, February 16, 2012
talk to self part 2
Assalamulaikum.
It's my fault for that "something-something" to happened. yes I'm fully admit for that " something-something" mistake. Eventho I'm not realize when was that " something-something" mistake happened. errrr.. kalau cakap sorry banyak banyak then boleh erase kesan "something-something" tu kan senang. ='(
when there's the time you fell so bad. means so so bad. turns on to muhasabah. mybe it's the sign for you to look back, deep down inside yourself what's wrong have you did, what else did you forget...
So, benda dah jadi bukan. take it as lesson. Chill la, hidup kadang kadang kalau kena shouted dengan abang sekali sekala apa salah kan. =)
p/s: semat dalam diri, kalau nanti in future kalau ada benda buruk jadi. pleaseeeee jangan shout kat orang ye zuraini. sebab sangat tak coollll lahhhhh. heeee
p/s/s: S.O.R.R.Y
It's my fault for that "something-something" to happened. yes I'm fully admit for that " something-something" mistake. Eventho I'm not realize when was that " something-something" mistake happened. errrr.. kalau cakap sorry banyak banyak then boleh erase kesan "something-something" tu kan senang. ='(
when there's the time you fell so bad. means so so bad. turns on to muhasabah. mybe it's the sign for you to look back, deep down inside yourself what's wrong have you did, what else did you forget...
So, benda dah jadi bukan. take it as lesson. Chill la, hidup kadang kadang kalau kena shouted dengan abang sekali sekala apa salah kan. =)
p/s: semat dalam diri, kalau nanti in future kalau ada benda buruk jadi. pleaseeeee jangan shout kat orang ye zuraini. sebab sangat tak coollll lahhhhh. heeee
p/s/s: S.O.R.R.Y
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
kawan itu ibarat reflection kita. tapi awak, bukan semua goes that way ya.
Salam
Again, saya cukup cukup tidak gemar jika soalan yang satu ini disogok. Sumpah, I'm sick over it.
Adakah menjadi satu kesalahan yang sangat huge besarnya jikalau kita yang berlainan bangsa agama warna kulit rentak pakaian dan ect ect yang berlainan ini duduk semeja, berkongsi sudu, berkongsi straw, berkongsi cerita, berkongsi bantal , berkongsi itu ini.. Salahkah wahai awak awak sekalian.
Awak awak sekalian, tolonglah synchronize-kan minda seiring dengan abad millenium ini. Lontarkan jauh presepsi kurang bijak awak awak sekalian di mana orang melayu hanya untuk orang melayu. Bukalah mata wahai awak, kita hidup di sebuah negara yang sangat unik ciptaan nya. ada melayu ada cina ada india dan lain-lain. Tidak salah bukan kita berbaik baik dengan bangsa lain? Agama juga tidak melarang jikalau mereka mereka ini datangnya bukan dari musuh ketat Islam.
Saya hidup disebuah pulau yang boleh kita lihat kaum muslim dan non-muslimya adalah equal banyaknya. Kalau kita ke sekolah di Penang jangan terkejut jikalau situasi seperti ini terjadi : melayu cina dan india berkongsi satu bungkus nasi lemak dan segelas sarsi.
Sepanjang persekolahan saya dari primary sehinggalah ke secondary, saya ditempatkan di kelas yang majoritinya adalah non muslim atau pun non-bumiputra. Saya sudah terbiasa, bertepuk tampar, bepegang tangan dengan mereka malah berkongsi makan dan minum juga sudah terbiasa. Sudah sebahagian dari hidup saya mereka-mereka ini. Jadi pendedahan saya dengan kawan sebangsa saya adalah sangat terhad. Walaubagaimanapun, saya masih ada kawan sebangsa dan seagama saya tapi mereka juga senasib dengan saya.Pernah sekali satu tahun saya ditempatkan disebuah kelas yang semuanya n0n-muslim. Saya tidak melihat ia sebagai satu masalah bagi saya kerana saya sudah terbiasa menjadi the only tudung girls in the gangs. Kami yang berlainan agama ini can get along so well sebab kami letak perbezaan itu ketepi, understanding and respect is the key.
Saya tahu serapat mana mungkin saya dengan mereka pasti ada juga titik perbezaan yang membataskan saya dengan mereka.Tidak semestinya kita berkawan dengan mereka yang berlainan agama ini maka kita kan disifatkan seolah-olah seperti mereka bukan?
Saya tahu batas saya, dimana pakaian saya ada limit, dimana makanan saya ada limit, dimana party saya ada limit, dimana hubungan saya ada limit, dimana perlakuan saya ada limit. Saya melihat di situ sebagai perbezaan antara saya dan mereka-mereka ini. bukan melihat politik, warna kulit, bahasa mahupun bau sebagai perbezaan antara kami.
HAISH! susah sebenarnya nak bagi orang-orang yang melihat ini merasa apa yang kita merasa. They just can simply throw their assumption membuta tuli tanpa berfikir sebab they are not in my shoes.
Bukan.bukan.saya tidak racist. Bukan bermaksud saya sangat against akan bangsa seagama saya. Tetapi bukan lagi banyak ke manusia sebangsa saya yang bersifat seperti bangsa lain? anyhow, terima kasih daun keladi kepada suara itu. saya melihat sebagai satu suara kasih sayang anda kepada saya sebab being tooo care dengan saya. What a great stalker la kan. =p
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p/s: sorry.
Again, saya cukup cukup tidak gemar jika soalan yang satu ini disogok. Sumpah, I'm sick over it.
Adakah menjadi satu kesalahan yang sangat huge besarnya jikalau kita yang berlainan bangsa agama warna kulit rentak pakaian dan ect ect yang berlainan ini duduk semeja, berkongsi sudu, berkongsi straw, berkongsi cerita, berkongsi bantal , berkongsi itu ini.. Salahkah wahai awak awak sekalian.
Awak awak sekalian, tolonglah synchronize-kan minda seiring dengan abad millenium ini. Lontarkan jauh presepsi kurang bijak awak awak sekalian di mana orang melayu hanya untuk orang melayu. Bukalah mata wahai awak, kita hidup di sebuah negara yang sangat unik ciptaan nya. ada melayu ada cina ada india dan lain-lain. Tidak salah bukan kita berbaik baik dengan bangsa lain? Agama juga tidak melarang jikalau mereka mereka ini datangnya bukan dari musuh ketat Islam.
Saya hidup disebuah pulau yang boleh kita lihat kaum muslim dan non-muslimya adalah equal banyaknya. Kalau kita ke sekolah di Penang jangan terkejut jikalau situasi seperti ini terjadi : melayu cina dan india berkongsi satu bungkus nasi lemak dan segelas sarsi.
Sepanjang persekolahan saya dari primary sehinggalah ke secondary, saya ditempatkan di kelas yang majoritinya adalah non muslim atau pun non-bumiputra. Saya sudah terbiasa, bertepuk tampar, bepegang tangan dengan mereka malah berkongsi makan dan minum juga sudah terbiasa. Sudah sebahagian dari hidup saya mereka-mereka ini. Jadi pendedahan saya dengan kawan sebangsa saya adalah sangat terhad. Walaubagaimanapun, saya masih ada kawan sebangsa dan seagama saya tapi mereka juga senasib dengan saya.Pernah sekali satu tahun saya ditempatkan disebuah kelas yang semuanya n0n-muslim. Saya tidak melihat ia sebagai satu masalah bagi saya kerana saya sudah terbiasa menjadi the only tudung girls in the gangs. Kami yang berlainan agama ini can get along so well sebab kami letak perbezaan itu ketepi, understanding and respect is the key.
Saya tahu serapat mana mungkin saya dengan mereka pasti ada juga titik perbezaan yang membataskan saya dengan mereka.Tidak semestinya kita berkawan dengan mereka yang berlainan agama ini maka kita kan disifatkan seolah-olah seperti mereka bukan?
Saya tahu batas saya, dimana pakaian saya ada limit, dimana makanan saya ada limit, dimana party saya ada limit, dimana hubungan saya ada limit, dimana perlakuan saya ada limit. Saya melihat di situ sebagai perbezaan antara saya dan mereka-mereka ini. bukan melihat politik, warna kulit, bahasa mahupun bau sebagai perbezaan antara kami.
HAISH! susah sebenarnya nak bagi orang-orang yang melihat ini merasa apa yang kita merasa. They just can simply throw their assumption membuta tuli tanpa berfikir sebab they are not in my shoes.
Bukan.bukan.saya tidak racist. Bukan bermaksud saya sangat against akan bangsa seagama saya. Tetapi bukan lagi banyak ke manusia sebangsa saya yang bersifat seperti bangsa lain? anyhow, terima kasih daun keladi kepada suara itu. saya melihat sebagai satu suara kasih sayang anda kepada saya sebab being tooo care dengan saya. What a great stalker la kan. =p
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Thursday, February 2, 2012
A sister like you
ASSALAMUALAIKUM.
Would like to show my appreciation by writing this. A very special entry to the special sister.
We meet a lot of people in this life.. different people with different attitude. But only a lucky few we can laid off to. I'm a big sister in the family. Due to that I have no idea of having a feeling having a kakak. But Allah is so fair. He lend me this one sweet lady to me so that i can have that feeling of having a kakak. I am lucky enough to have this Kakak in my life..I would love to do something for you that you would remember throughout your life. Lemme put an intro for this Kakak.
KAK LIA,
She is an awesome kakak I ever meet. I adore her like a lot. In ALL WAY. How she manage her life style, how she dealing with people,how she handle her problems, the way she think, the way she dressed, fundamental of her is so inspiring.. all can i say is she is a Beautiful creatures of ALLAH.
I knew her since the first day i stepped into UTHM. Since that i get to know her slowly until last semester where I get the experienced to shared with her a room space. Well I need to thanks her like a lot for the every help that she had poured to me. I guess there is no others action or value that I can do to membalas all those. Thanks Kak Lia.!
Sincerely, I learned a lot from her. All those " sharing " just made me realize and make me appreciate life more than before. She always make my "eye" wide open to see life with the true perspective of Islam. She also always feed me with those nasihat-nasihat that I can used to lead my life. again Kak Lia, thank you very much. If I know this is the hikmah, swear to God I would never whining and sighing. Biarlah saya hilang satu kawan itu, kawan baik itu kalau di depan saya Allah dah letak satu kebaikan untuk saya.
seriously, You just boost up my inner spirit to do batter in life. You're an idol. I always put you as a refer line..The time we spent together is worth cherishing.The sharing of food and exchange of stories.......i miss those days when we were together. Terima kasih akak for everything. For segala budi and jasa akak Zu tak ada idea untuk membalas. Sebab Zu tahu sebanyak mana mungkin Zu lakukan tak akan dapat sama macam mana akak dah beri kat zu. again kak lia tqvm. Deep down in my heart you have touched my feeling through out your single doing. Hope this ukuwah will always there even we are miles away.Halal kan segala makan minum and everything ye akak. My prayers are with you. and I know this will be like soo old school but I want to say this out loud that I LOVE YOU SISITER!! =)
p/s: hope I can be a good sister like her do.
Would like to show my appreciation by writing this. A very special entry to the special sister.
We meet a lot of people in this life.. different people with different attitude. But only a lucky few we can laid off to. I'm a big sister in the family. Due to that I have no idea of having a feeling having a kakak. But Allah is so fair. He lend me this one sweet lady to me so that i can have that feeling of having a kakak. I am lucky enough to have this Kakak in my life..I would love to do something for you that you would remember throughout your life. Lemme put an intro for this Kakak.
KAK LIA,
She is an awesome kakak I ever meet. I adore her like a lot. In ALL WAY. How she manage her life style, how she dealing with people,how she handle her problems, the way she think, the way she dressed, fundamental of her is so inspiring.. all can i say is she is a Beautiful creatures of ALLAH.
I knew her since the first day i stepped into UTHM. Since that i get to know her slowly until last semester where I get the experienced to shared with her a room space. Well I need to thanks her like a lot for the every help that she had poured to me. I guess there is no others action or value that I can do to membalas all those. Thanks Kak Lia.!
Sincerely, I learned a lot from her. All those " sharing " just made me realize and make me appreciate life more than before. She always make my "eye" wide open to see life with the true perspective of Islam. She also always feed me with those nasihat-nasihat that I can used to lead my life. again Kak Lia, thank you very much. If I know this is the hikmah, swear to God I would never whining and sighing. Biarlah saya hilang satu kawan itu, kawan baik itu kalau di depan saya Allah dah letak satu kebaikan untuk saya.
seriously, You just boost up my inner spirit to do batter in life. You're an idol. I always put you as a refer line..The time we spent together is worth cherishing.The sharing of food and exchange of stories.......i miss those days when we were together. Terima kasih akak for everything. For segala budi and jasa akak Zu tak ada idea untuk membalas. Sebab Zu tahu sebanyak mana mungkin Zu lakukan tak akan dapat sama macam mana akak dah beri kat zu. again kak lia tqvm. Deep down in my heart you have touched my feeling through out your single doing. Hope this ukuwah will always there even we are miles away.Halal kan segala makan minum and everything ye akak. My prayers are with you. and I know this will be like soo old school but I want to say this out loud that I LOVE YOU SISITER!! =)
p/s: hope I can be a good sister like her do.
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
romanshit mood.
Due to our 4th year, here then the very own per- anniversary post.
For God sake I swear i never expect this will last long till here. And when i knew him at the first time, i did not hope that much. I was just trying to add a new Malay friends in my list of friends. plus, who wanna fall a girl like me kan? I did not wear hot pants, no make up on or expose my hair or my skin to look fantastic.. Furthermore, when we first meet, i was in Pizza Hut Uniform which is look very-very ugly plus the sticky face. errr. But i think maybe there is a chemistry between us.
But we get along fantastically without any typical boyfie-girlfie moment.Tell what, we never celebrating any of our anniversary even one! truth to be told kami sendiri pun tak tahu the exact day, month which is our anniversary sebabnye kami sendiri pun tak ada the typical moment ala-ala proposewill you marry me. will you be my girl.? NO. We don't have that moment.
We went through this relationship with no like others couple went through. There was never a single romanshit mushy lovey dovey shitty act between us sepanjang this 4th years. We seldom met each other. We seldom talk on the phone. But we are always do this. texting each other. non stop-all day long-24/7. haa, bak kata si Abah kalau boleh save duit credit dah boleh buat umrah dua-dua. keh3
After all, still I want the very best for my life, my future. To have a good partner for my whole life.A good leader for my family. A good Imam for may solat, A good father for my kids. A good companion for my daily. A very very good one.
saya sayang awak still walaupun awak bukan macam adam dalam adamaya tu. tak ada hadiah untuk birthday saya, tak ada anniversary celebration untuk saya. tak ada dating-dating. But deep down I believe this is the best way to keep our love going. I feel really comfortable with the way we handle our relationship. InsyaAllah this will end soon.
ALLAH said, HE will give you as what you deserve. Lelaki Baik Untuk Wanita Baik. So, perbaik baikkan diri tu dulu wahai zuraini. Allah will do the rest.
p/s: Ya ALLAH jikalau dia untuk ku, maka engkau dekatkan lah dia dengan ku sebagaimana cara yang Engkau mahukan, Jikalau dia bukan untuk ku maka jauhkanlah dia dariku sebagaimana cara yang Engkau mahukan. AMIN.....
For God sake I swear i never expect this will last long till here. And when i knew him at the first time, i did not hope that much. I was just trying to add a new Malay friends in my list of friends. plus, who wanna fall a girl like me kan? I did not wear hot pants, no make up on or expose my hair or my skin to look fantastic.. Furthermore, when we first meet, i was in Pizza Hut Uniform which is look very-very ugly plus the sticky face. errr. But i think maybe there is a chemistry between us.
But we get along fantastically without any typical boyfie-girlfie moment.Tell what, we never celebrating any of our anniversary even one! truth to be told kami sendiri pun tak tahu the exact day, month which is our anniversary sebabnye kami sendiri pun tak ada the typical moment ala-ala propose
We went through this relationship with no like others couple went through. There was never a single romanshit mushy lovey dovey shitty act between us sepanjang this 4th years. We seldom met each other. We seldom talk on the phone. But we are always do this. texting each other. non stop-all day long-24/7. haa, bak kata si Abah kalau boleh save duit credit dah boleh buat umrah dua-dua. keh3
After all, still I want the very best for my life, my future. To have a good partner for my whole life.A good leader for my family. A good Imam for may solat, A good father for my kids. A good companion for my daily. A very very good one.
saya sayang awak still walaupun awak bukan macam adam dalam adamaya tu. tak ada hadiah untuk birthday saya, tak ada anniversary celebration untuk saya. tak ada dating-dating. But deep down I believe this is the best way to keep our love going. I feel really comfortable with the way we handle our relationship. InsyaAllah this will end soon.
ALLAH said, HE will give you as what you deserve. Lelaki Baik Untuk Wanita Baik. So, perbaik baikkan diri tu dulu wahai zuraini. Allah will do the rest.
p/s: Ya ALLAH jikalau dia untuk ku, maka engkau dekatkan lah dia dengan ku sebagaimana cara yang Engkau mahukan, Jikalau dia bukan untuk ku maka jauhkanlah dia dariku sebagaimana cara yang Engkau mahukan. AMIN.....
Friday, January 13, 2012
put on the challenge bebeh..
Assamualaikum,
Counting days. counting days. to my holiday. it just a few days left. sabar zuraini sabar.
While I've been busy preparing myself for the examination. last minute study as always.. heee and tiba-tiba macam rasa nak rambles around. i think this is the right and the best place to do so kan.
These few days while everybody were so busy catching up with the books and notes and calculator, until we are not so aware with the new year, new phase of another year. hijrah. resolution list.. well i guess i have them all in my diary but i think i should put more challenge to myself since im getting 22. i love adding numbers in money, marks or anythings but not in the age. arghhh
becoming 22 in 5 month, I so wanna make full use of my time to discover what I have been not discover yet. i want to chase a lot of new things that are in front of me. i want to be BRAVE! brave like you. people out there. yes. i am not a person who does not like changes in life. but sometimes changes is good in make a way batter right?
so here i am to put a challenge to myself. this is the words that i need to take serious this year.
Counting days. counting days. to my holiday. it just a few days left. sabar zuraini sabar.
While I've been busy preparing myself for the examination. last minute study as always.. heee and tiba-tiba macam rasa nak rambles around. i think this is the right and the best place to do so kan.
These few days while everybody were so busy catching up with the books and notes and calculator, until we are not so aware with the new year, new phase of another year. hijrah. resolution list.. well i guess i have them all in my diary but i think i should put more challenge to myself since im getting 22. i love adding numbers in money, marks or anythings but not in the age. arghhh
becoming 22 in 5 month, I so wanna make full use of my time to discover what I have been not discover yet. i want to chase a lot of new things that are in front of me. i want to be BRAVE! brave like you. people out there. yes. i am not a person who does not like changes in life. but sometimes changes is good in make a way batter right?
so here i am to put a challenge to myself. this is the words that i need to take serious this year.
consistency ( istiqamah)
Happy
Sincerity
First of all. CONSISTENCY. istiqamah. yes. it is difficult to make a changes but it is more and more hard to keep the changes on. well, for this year i really wish i can appreciate more the value of consistency in all way i.e studies, religion, family, relationship, life management and also upcoming career. it sound hard rite? but let see how it goes. sometime i am a bit procrastinator. Well, just trying hard. Allah is there to help bukan?
Happy. Why happy? aren't me not happy with my current life. hell no!. i am happy with my life. i have all the pleasant and awesome people around me. I have so much things to be smile of. But this time i want to be happier. more happy in all sense. happy while handling a problems, happy while struggling with my studies, happy while need to deal with unpleasant people. Hope more joy and happiness to me, family and you people in this year.
and finally SINCERITY. I am so adore this one lady. I learned a lot trough her. One of it is KEIKHLASAN. Hope after this i can always bear in mind and also in heart that in everything that i wanna do put ikhlas on top of it. Pergi kelas kena ikhlas, ilmu berkat. Solat kena ikhlas, dapat tingkatkan quality. Helping people kena ikhlas, dapat pahala.Duduk Uthm kena ikhlas, mak abah akan lebih senyum( not putting high hope in this coz this is the major resolution sejak dari azali lagi.. heh!)
InsyaAllah. InsyaAllah. lets works this out zuraini. :)
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
turning point... will you?
2011 had been a good teacher. I've learned a lot through out 2011. all ups and downs, happiness and sorrow, cry and laughed. from bitter to batter life. InsyaAllah.
hope 2012 treating me good in such of all way.
another piece of RESOLUTION.
hope 2012 treating me good in such of all way.
another piece of RESOLUTION.
- lebih bermanfaat kepada orang lain, alam dan diri sendiri.
- a quality solat
- a productive person
- tackle the "homesickness"
- a less dependent person
- read more. study hard.
- tersusun urusannya
- a good timer management
- kawin. gatal enough? hehe
I seek Allah’s forgiveness
for every misstep,
for every mistake I made
I seek Allah’s forgiveness
for my words,
that do not match my actions
for my words,
despite my shortcomings
I ask
that He make me act upon what I know,
for His sake only
His sake only
and..
I also seek forgiveness
to everyone whom i wronged..
forgive me.. will you? :)
Sunday, January 1, 2012
CAMBOCHIA
assalamualaikum.
i've been abandoned this place for too long. sorry for the long shut. just busy with the live and the study till have too put a full stop for writing here. ok enough said, let's the picture do the rest.
p/s: terkesan dengan lecturer yang memerli dengan nada sarcastic- nya." saya faham. saya faham kamu seorang je busy dalam dunia ni mengalahkan PM malaysia kan.tak apa saya faham." ='( huwaaaa
i've been abandoned this place for too long. sorry for the long shut. just busy with the live and the study till have too put a full stop for writing here. ok enough said, let's the picture do the rest.
p/s: terkesan dengan lecturer yang memerli dengan nada sarcastic- nya." saya faham. saya faham kamu seorang je busy dalam dunia ni mengalahkan PM malaysia kan.tak apa saya faham." ='( huwaaaa
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