life tough they said and i can't deny it.

Assalamualaikum.

Hiatus for quite some time.It's a signal show how am I busy picking up with my life as a engineering student. Despite of the endless- long-list-work-to-do, here I am feeling like updating this place. Recently my life have become hectic than I used to remember last last semester. Seeing the long list of assignment-project- fyp -test- angklung's training and the long list goesss....  oh mann this is Final year! I just need warmth prayers and wishes that everything will go smoothly for me, the works as well the health.

Life tough they said

and I can't deny it.

Final Year has tough me so much meaning in life. How to be strong, patient, independent, responsible and etc.. 

I think I was at ages of 8 that time, I was in primary school.I wore pinafore uniform to school but there is one fine day where I left behind my belt in car. After abah drop me at the entrance gate and left, only I realize that I did not put my belt on. Those time, there's a rule where when we did not wear a complete uniform we will get some kind of punishment. Ohh, I was sacred that time. I scared the teacher will be harsh at me and get me a punishment. I remembered how I was shaking and scared that time until I can't stop my tears. Then ,my teacher realized that I was crying, she asked me why but I refused to talk and just can't stop crying. 

Because I was holding my stomach and crying so bad, my teacher assumed that I am having stomach pain.. ( actually I was holding my stomach  because nak hide yang sebenarnye I am not wearing my belt) Pity that teacher sebab tertipu. =) Then, at the end my teacher called up my dad to pick me up. I got off day that day.. aahhaa. 

                                           

As the years went by, the habit of mine remains, when someone being harsh at me i'd cry, when i'm frustrated at something, I'd cry,  when i hate something, I'd cry, when i am angry at something, i'd cry and if I sad over something I will definitely cry. So fragile heart I have. But that's how i express my emotion, by tears. 

and at age of 22,a wider range emotion are felt. and  most of them will ended up by tears. same old me.  the diftferent is, have have no abah and emak to wide the tears. 

p/s : after all, I think i am big enough to deal with my own feeling.