romanshit mood.

Due to our 4th year, here then the very own per- anniversary post.


For God sake I swear i never expect this will last long till here. And when i knew him at the first time, i did not hope that much. I was just trying to add a new Malay friends in my list of friends. plus, who wanna fall a girl like me kan? I did not wear hot pants, no make up on or expose my hair or my skin to look fantastic.. Furthermore, when we first meet, i was in Pizza Hut Uniform which is look very-very ugly plus the sticky face. errr. But i think maybe there is a chemistry between us.

But we get along fantastically without any typical boyfie-girlfie moment.Tell what, we never celebrating any of our anniversary even one! truth to be told  kami sendiri pun tak tahu the exact day, month which is our anniversary  sebabnye kami sendiri pun tak ada the typical moment ala-ala propose will you marry me. will you be my girl.? NO. We don't have that moment.

We went through this relationship with no like others couple went through. There was never a single romanshit mushy lovey dovey shitty act between us sepanjang this 4th years.  We seldom met each other. We seldom talk on the phone. But we are always do this. texting each other. non stop-all day long-24/7. haa, bak kata si Abah kalau boleh save duit credit dah boleh buat umrah dua-dua. keh3


After all, still I want the very best for my life, my future. To have a good partner for my whole life.A good leader for my family. A good Imam for may solat, A good father for my kids. A good companion for my daily. A very very good one.

saya sayang awak still walaupun awak bukan macam adam dalam adamaya tu. tak ada hadiah untuk birthday saya, tak ada anniversary celebration untuk saya. tak ada dating-dating. But deep down I believe this is the best way to keep our love going. I feel really comfortable with the way we handle our relationship. InsyaAllah this will end soon. 

ALLAH said, HE will give you as what you deserve. Lelaki Baik Untuk Wanita Baik. So, perbaik baikkan diri tu dulu wahai zuraini. Allah will do the rest.

p/s:  Ya ALLAH jikalau dia untuk ku, maka engkau dekatkan lah dia dengan ku sebagaimana cara yang Engkau mahukan, Jikalau dia bukan untuk ku maka jauhkanlah dia dariku sebagaimana cara yang Engkau mahukan. AMIN.....