assalamualaikum.
Alhamdulilah, new semester which is semester 6 is ongoing and again Alhamdulilah everything is going smooth and well.
So, what is new semester is all about?
1. homesick free
2. drama tears no more
3. strong mode = on!
4.study smart nor hard
5. I.S.T.I.Q.AM.A.H
things about new semester :
1. penghuni TF.
2. Lone ranger forever.
3. the only malays in the group
4. roommate havoc.
Hopefully, what starts well ends well too. InsyAllah.
Alhamdulillah. Terima kasih, Tuhan. Terima kasih yang tak terhingga.
Saturday, February 25, 2012
Friday, February 17, 2012
cinta dan bercinta.
assalamulaikum.
to me, bercinta dan cinta itu ada beza.
well bercinta itu adalah awal-awal relationship. waktu flame tengah membara, waktu baru nak kenal hati budi, waktu hari hari asyik nama dia engkau ulang, waktu bila dia asyik engkau fikir, but it's will remains temporary. sekejab.sekejab lagi hilang lah perasaan tu.
tapi tak bermakna kalau that feeling of falling in love tu hilang, tak bermakna tak cinta. cinta adalah permenant. love doesn't fade. Ia akan sentiasa ada.
well cinta pula adalah, dimana he accepts you for who you are, begitu juga dengan engkau. walaupun flame mula mula tadi hilang luput dimamah masa, tapi engkau masih nak buat dia gembira, masih nak sehidup dengan dia dan masih cinta dia. Well, that is what I define cinta.
siapa tak ingat perasaan mula-mula bercinta.kan? excited setiap masa. balik balik jenguk handphone, menanti massage si dia, tiap-tiap malam tunggu wish goodnite dari si dia. Bila bercakap debaran di dada tak usah cakaplah.
but after a while, perassan excited tu hilang, everything jadi macam routine, everything jadi macam predictable.yalah, mana nak sama relationship baru nak berkembang mekar dengan relationship yang bertahun lama. yee dakk?
bagi saya, kalau kita tak mampu membezakan dua perkara ini, then take for granted pada dua perkara ini. then hell. sampai kesudah cinta dan bercinta tak kan kekal.
maka, bila relationship engkau jadi monotonous,jangan terlalau cepat melatah okey..
p/s: sorry can't help dari fall untuk kecewa. ='(
p/s/s: saya tak suka awak jadi orang munafik sebab saya.='(
to me, bercinta dan cinta itu ada beza.
well bercinta itu adalah awal-awal relationship. waktu flame tengah membara, waktu baru nak kenal hati budi, waktu hari hari asyik nama dia engkau ulang, waktu bila dia asyik engkau fikir, but it's will remains temporary. sekejab.sekejab lagi hilang lah perasaan tu.
tapi tak bermakna kalau that feeling of falling in love tu hilang, tak bermakna tak cinta. cinta adalah permenant. love doesn't fade. Ia akan sentiasa ada.
well cinta pula adalah, dimana he accepts you for who you are, begitu juga dengan engkau. walaupun flame mula mula tadi hilang luput dimamah masa, tapi engkau masih nak buat dia gembira, masih nak sehidup dengan dia dan masih cinta dia. Well, that is what I define cinta.
siapa tak ingat perasaan mula-mula bercinta.kan? excited setiap masa. balik balik jenguk handphone, menanti massage si dia, tiap-tiap malam tunggu wish goodnite dari si dia. Bila bercakap debaran di dada tak usah cakaplah.
but after a while, perassan excited tu hilang, everything jadi macam routine, everything jadi macam predictable.yalah, mana nak sama relationship baru nak berkembang mekar dengan relationship yang bertahun lama. yee dakk?
bagi saya, kalau kita tak mampu membezakan dua perkara ini, then take for granted pada dua perkara ini. then hell. sampai kesudah cinta dan bercinta tak kan kekal.
maka, bila relationship engkau jadi monotonous,jangan terlalau cepat melatah okey..
p/s: sorry can't help dari fall untuk kecewa. ='(
p/s/s: saya tak suka awak jadi orang munafik sebab saya.='(
Thursday, February 16, 2012
talk to self part 2
Assalamulaikum.
It's my fault for that "something-something" to happened. yes I'm fully admit for that " something-something" mistake. Eventho I'm not realize when was that " something-something" mistake happened. errrr.. kalau cakap sorry banyak banyak then boleh erase kesan "something-something" tu kan senang. ='(
when there's the time you fell so bad. means so so bad. turns on to muhasabah. mybe it's the sign for you to look back, deep down inside yourself what's wrong have you did, what else did you forget...
So, benda dah jadi bukan. take it as lesson. Chill la, hidup kadang kadang kalau kena shouted dengan abang sekali sekala apa salah kan. =)
p/s: semat dalam diri, kalau nanti in future kalau ada benda buruk jadi. pleaseeeee jangan shout kat orang ye zuraini. sebab sangat tak coollll lahhhhh. heeee
p/s/s: S.O.R.R.Y
It's my fault for that "something-something" to happened. yes I'm fully admit for that " something-something" mistake. Eventho I'm not realize when was that " something-something" mistake happened. errrr.. kalau cakap sorry banyak banyak then boleh erase kesan "something-something" tu kan senang. ='(
when there's the time you fell so bad. means so so bad. turns on to muhasabah. mybe it's the sign for you to look back, deep down inside yourself what's wrong have you did, what else did you forget...
So, benda dah jadi bukan. take it as lesson. Chill la, hidup kadang kadang kalau kena shouted dengan abang sekali sekala apa salah kan. =)
p/s: semat dalam diri, kalau nanti in future kalau ada benda buruk jadi. pleaseeeee jangan shout kat orang ye zuraini. sebab sangat tak coollll lahhhhh. heeee
p/s/s: S.O.R.R.Y
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
kawan itu ibarat reflection kita. tapi awak, bukan semua goes that way ya.
Salam
Again, saya cukup cukup tidak gemar jika soalan yang satu ini disogok. Sumpah, I'm sick over it.
Adakah menjadi satu kesalahan yang sangat huge besarnya jikalau kita yang berlainan bangsa agama warna kulit rentak pakaian dan ect ect yang berlainan ini duduk semeja, berkongsi sudu, berkongsi straw, berkongsi cerita, berkongsi bantal , berkongsi itu ini.. Salahkah wahai awak awak sekalian.
Awak awak sekalian, tolonglah synchronize-kan minda seiring dengan abad millenium ini. Lontarkan jauh presepsi kurang bijak awak awak sekalian di mana orang melayu hanya untuk orang melayu. Bukalah mata wahai awak, kita hidup di sebuah negara yang sangat unik ciptaan nya. ada melayu ada cina ada india dan lain-lain. Tidak salah bukan kita berbaik baik dengan bangsa lain? Agama juga tidak melarang jikalau mereka mereka ini datangnya bukan dari musuh ketat Islam.
Saya hidup disebuah pulau yang boleh kita lihat kaum muslim dan non-muslimya adalah equal banyaknya. Kalau kita ke sekolah di Penang jangan terkejut jikalau situasi seperti ini terjadi : melayu cina dan india berkongsi satu bungkus nasi lemak dan segelas sarsi.
Sepanjang persekolahan saya dari primary sehinggalah ke secondary, saya ditempatkan di kelas yang majoritinya adalah non muslim atau pun non-bumiputra. Saya sudah terbiasa, bertepuk tampar, bepegang tangan dengan mereka malah berkongsi makan dan minum juga sudah terbiasa. Sudah sebahagian dari hidup saya mereka-mereka ini. Jadi pendedahan saya dengan kawan sebangsa saya adalah sangat terhad. Walaubagaimanapun, saya masih ada kawan sebangsa dan seagama saya tapi mereka juga senasib dengan saya.Pernah sekali satu tahun saya ditempatkan disebuah kelas yang semuanya n0n-muslim. Saya tidak melihat ia sebagai satu masalah bagi saya kerana saya sudah terbiasa menjadi the only tudung girls in the gangs. Kami yang berlainan agama ini can get along so well sebab kami letak perbezaan itu ketepi, understanding and respect is the key.
Saya tahu serapat mana mungkin saya dengan mereka pasti ada juga titik perbezaan yang membataskan saya dengan mereka.Tidak semestinya kita berkawan dengan mereka yang berlainan agama ini maka kita kan disifatkan seolah-olah seperti mereka bukan?
Saya tahu batas saya, dimana pakaian saya ada limit, dimana makanan saya ada limit, dimana party saya ada limit, dimana hubungan saya ada limit, dimana perlakuan saya ada limit. Saya melihat di situ sebagai perbezaan antara saya dan mereka-mereka ini. bukan melihat politik, warna kulit, bahasa mahupun bau sebagai perbezaan antara kami.
HAISH! susah sebenarnya nak bagi orang-orang yang melihat ini merasa apa yang kita merasa. They just can simply throw their assumption membuta tuli tanpa berfikir sebab they are not in my shoes.
Bukan.bukan.saya tidak racist. Bukan bermaksud saya sangat against akan bangsa seagama saya. Tetapi bukan lagi banyak ke manusia sebangsa saya yang bersifat seperti bangsa lain? anyhow, terima kasih daun keladi kepada suara itu. saya melihat sebagai satu suara kasih sayang anda kepada saya sebab being tooo care dengan saya. What a great stalker la kan. =p
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p/s: sorry.
Again, saya cukup cukup tidak gemar jika soalan yang satu ini disogok. Sumpah, I'm sick over it.
Adakah menjadi satu kesalahan yang sangat huge besarnya jikalau kita yang berlainan bangsa agama warna kulit rentak pakaian dan ect ect yang berlainan ini duduk semeja, berkongsi sudu, berkongsi straw, berkongsi cerita, berkongsi bantal , berkongsi itu ini.. Salahkah wahai awak awak sekalian.
Awak awak sekalian, tolonglah synchronize-kan minda seiring dengan abad millenium ini. Lontarkan jauh presepsi kurang bijak awak awak sekalian di mana orang melayu hanya untuk orang melayu. Bukalah mata wahai awak, kita hidup di sebuah negara yang sangat unik ciptaan nya. ada melayu ada cina ada india dan lain-lain. Tidak salah bukan kita berbaik baik dengan bangsa lain? Agama juga tidak melarang jikalau mereka mereka ini datangnya bukan dari musuh ketat Islam.
Saya hidup disebuah pulau yang boleh kita lihat kaum muslim dan non-muslimya adalah equal banyaknya. Kalau kita ke sekolah di Penang jangan terkejut jikalau situasi seperti ini terjadi : melayu cina dan india berkongsi satu bungkus nasi lemak dan segelas sarsi.
Sepanjang persekolahan saya dari primary sehinggalah ke secondary, saya ditempatkan di kelas yang majoritinya adalah non muslim atau pun non-bumiputra. Saya sudah terbiasa, bertepuk tampar, bepegang tangan dengan mereka malah berkongsi makan dan minum juga sudah terbiasa. Sudah sebahagian dari hidup saya mereka-mereka ini. Jadi pendedahan saya dengan kawan sebangsa saya adalah sangat terhad. Walaubagaimanapun, saya masih ada kawan sebangsa dan seagama saya tapi mereka juga senasib dengan saya.Pernah sekali satu tahun saya ditempatkan disebuah kelas yang semuanya n0n-muslim. Saya tidak melihat ia sebagai satu masalah bagi saya kerana saya sudah terbiasa menjadi the only tudung girls in the gangs. Kami yang berlainan agama ini can get along so well sebab kami letak perbezaan itu ketepi, understanding and respect is the key.
Saya tahu serapat mana mungkin saya dengan mereka pasti ada juga titik perbezaan yang membataskan saya dengan mereka.Tidak semestinya kita berkawan dengan mereka yang berlainan agama ini maka kita kan disifatkan seolah-olah seperti mereka bukan?
Saya tahu batas saya, dimana pakaian saya ada limit, dimana makanan saya ada limit, dimana party saya ada limit, dimana hubungan saya ada limit, dimana perlakuan saya ada limit. Saya melihat di situ sebagai perbezaan antara saya dan mereka-mereka ini. bukan melihat politik, warna kulit, bahasa mahupun bau sebagai perbezaan antara kami.
HAISH! susah sebenarnya nak bagi orang-orang yang melihat ini merasa apa yang kita merasa. They just can simply throw their assumption membuta tuli tanpa berfikir sebab they are not in my shoes.
Bukan.bukan.saya tidak racist. Bukan bermaksud saya sangat against akan bangsa seagama saya. Tetapi bukan lagi banyak ke manusia sebangsa saya yang bersifat seperti bangsa lain? anyhow, terima kasih daun keladi kepada suara itu. saya melihat sebagai satu suara kasih sayang anda kepada saya sebab being tooo care dengan saya. What a great stalker la kan. =p
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Thursday, February 2, 2012
A sister like you
ASSALAMUALAIKUM.
Would like to show my appreciation by writing this. A very special entry to the special sister.
We meet a lot of people in this life.. different people with different attitude. But only a lucky few we can laid off to. I'm a big sister in the family. Due to that I have no idea of having a feeling having a kakak. But Allah is so fair. He lend me this one sweet lady to me so that i can have that feeling of having a kakak. I am lucky enough to have this Kakak in my life..I would love to do something for you that you would remember throughout your life. Lemme put an intro for this Kakak.
KAK LIA,
She is an awesome kakak I ever meet. I adore her like a lot. In ALL WAY. How she manage her life style, how she dealing with people,how she handle her problems, the way she think, the way she dressed, fundamental of her is so inspiring.. all can i say is she is a Beautiful creatures of ALLAH.
I knew her since the first day i stepped into UTHM. Since that i get to know her slowly until last semester where I get the experienced to shared with her a room space. Well I need to thanks her like a lot for the every help that she had poured to me. I guess there is no others action or value that I can do to membalas all those. Thanks Kak Lia.!
Sincerely, I learned a lot from her. All those " sharing " just made me realize and make me appreciate life more than before. She always make my "eye" wide open to see life with the true perspective of Islam. She also always feed me with those nasihat-nasihat that I can used to lead my life. again Kak Lia, thank you very much. If I know this is the hikmah, swear to God I would never whining and sighing. Biarlah saya hilang satu kawan itu, kawan baik itu kalau di depan saya Allah dah letak satu kebaikan untuk saya.
seriously, You just boost up my inner spirit to do batter in life. You're an idol. I always put you as a refer line..The time we spent together is worth cherishing.The sharing of food and exchange of stories.......i miss those days when we were together. Terima kasih akak for everything. For segala budi and jasa akak Zu tak ada idea untuk membalas. Sebab Zu tahu sebanyak mana mungkin Zu lakukan tak akan dapat sama macam mana akak dah beri kat zu. again kak lia tqvm. Deep down in my heart you have touched my feeling through out your single doing. Hope this ukuwah will always there even we are miles away.Halal kan segala makan minum and everything ye akak. My prayers are with you. and I know this will be like soo old school but I want to say this out loud that I LOVE YOU SISITER!! =)
p/s: hope I can be a good sister like her do.
Would like to show my appreciation by writing this. A very special entry to the special sister.
We meet a lot of people in this life.. different people with different attitude. But only a lucky few we can laid off to. I'm a big sister in the family. Due to that I have no idea of having a feeling having a kakak. But Allah is so fair. He lend me this one sweet lady to me so that i can have that feeling of having a kakak. I am lucky enough to have this Kakak in my life..I would love to do something for you that you would remember throughout your life. Lemme put an intro for this Kakak.
KAK LIA,
She is an awesome kakak I ever meet. I adore her like a lot. In ALL WAY. How she manage her life style, how she dealing with people,how she handle her problems, the way she think, the way she dressed, fundamental of her is so inspiring.. all can i say is she is a Beautiful creatures of ALLAH.
I knew her since the first day i stepped into UTHM. Since that i get to know her slowly until last semester where I get the experienced to shared with her a room space. Well I need to thanks her like a lot for the every help that she had poured to me. I guess there is no others action or value that I can do to membalas all those. Thanks Kak Lia.!
Sincerely, I learned a lot from her. All those " sharing " just made me realize and make me appreciate life more than before. She always make my "eye" wide open to see life with the true perspective of Islam. She also always feed me with those nasihat-nasihat that I can used to lead my life. again Kak Lia, thank you very much. If I know this is the hikmah, swear to God I would never whining and sighing. Biarlah saya hilang satu kawan itu, kawan baik itu kalau di depan saya Allah dah letak satu kebaikan untuk saya.
seriously, You just boost up my inner spirit to do batter in life. You're an idol. I always put you as a refer line..The time we spent together is worth cherishing.The sharing of food and exchange of stories.......i miss those days when we were together. Terima kasih akak for everything. For segala budi and jasa akak Zu tak ada idea untuk membalas. Sebab Zu tahu sebanyak mana mungkin Zu lakukan tak akan dapat sama macam mana akak dah beri kat zu. again kak lia tqvm. Deep down in my heart you have touched my feeling through out your single doing. Hope this ukuwah will always there even we are miles away.Halal kan segala makan minum and everything ye akak. My prayers are with you. and I know this will be like soo old school but I want to say this out loud that I LOVE YOU SISITER!! =)
p/s: hope I can be a good sister like her do.
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
romanshit mood.
Due to our 4th year, here then the very own per- anniversary post.
For God sake I swear i never expect this will last long till here. And when i knew him at the first time, i did not hope that much. I was just trying to add a new Malay friends in my list of friends. plus, who wanna fall a girl like me kan? I did not wear hot pants, no make up on or expose my hair or my skin to look fantastic.. Furthermore, when we first meet, i was in Pizza Hut Uniform which is look very-very ugly plus the sticky face. errr. But i think maybe there is a chemistry between us.
But we get along fantastically without any typical boyfie-girlfie moment.Tell what, we never celebrating any of our anniversary even one! truth to be told kami sendiri pun tak tahu the exact day, month which is our anniversary sebabnye kami sendiri pun tak ada the typical moment ala-ala proposewill you marry me. will you be my girl.? NO. We don't have that moment.
We went through this relationship with no like others couple went through. There was never a single romanshit mushy lovey dovey shitty act between us sepanjang this 4th years. We seldom met each other. We seldom talk on the phone. But we are always do this. texting each other. non stop-all day long-24/7. haa, bak kata si Abah kalau boleh save duit credit dah boleh buat umrah dua-dua. keh3
After all, still I want the very best for my life, my future. To have a good partner for my whole life.A good leader for my family. A good Imam for may solat, A good father for my kids. A good companion for my daily. A very very good one.
saya sayang awak still walaupun awak bukan macam adam dalam adamaya tu. tak ada hadiah untuk birthday saya, tak ada anniversary celebration untuk saya. tak ada dating-dating. But deep down I believe this is the best way to keep our love going. I feel really comfortable with the way we handle our relationship. InsyaAllah this will end soon.
ALLAH said, HE will give you as what you deserve. Lelaki Baik Untuk Wanita Baik. So, perbaik baikkan diri tu dulu wahai zuraini. Allah will do the rest.
p/s: Ya ALLAH jikalau dia untuk ku, maka engkau dekatkan lah dia dengan ku sebagaimana cara yang Engkau mahukan, Jikalau dia bukan untuk ku maka jauhkanlah dia dariku sebagaimana cara yang Engkau mahukan. AMIN.....
For God sake I swear i never expect this will last long till here. And when i knew him at the first time, i did not hope that much. I was just trying to add a new Malay friends in my list of friends. plus, who wanna fall a girl like me kan? I did not wear hot pants, no make up on or expose my hair or my skin to look fantastic.. Furthermore, when we first meet, i was in Pizza Hut Uniform which is look very-very ugly plus the sticky face. errr. But i think maybe there is a chemistry between us.
But we get along fantastically without any typical boyfie-girlfie moment.Tell what, we never celebrating any of our anniversary even one! truth to be told kami sendiri pun tak tahu the exact day, month which is our anniversary sebabnye kami sendiri pun tak ada the typical moment ala-ala propose
We went through this relationship with no like others couple went through. There was never a single romanshit mushy lovey dovey shitty act between us sepanjang this 4th years. We seldom met each other. We seldom talk on the phone. But we are always do this. texting each other. non stop-all day long-24/7. haa, bak kata si Abah kalau boleh save duit credit dah boleh buat umrah dua-dua. keh3
After all, still I want the very best for my life, my future. To have a good partner for my whole life.A good leader for my family. A good Imam for may solat, A good father for my kids. A good companion for my daily. A very very good one.
saya sayang awak still walaupun awak bukan macam adam dalam adamaya tu. tak ada hadiah untuk birthday saya, tak ada anniversary celebration untuk saya. tak ada dating-dating. But deep down I believe this is the best way to keep our love going. I feel really comfortable with the way we handle our relationship. InsyaAllah this will end soon.
ALLAH said, HE will give you as what you deserve. Lelaki Baik Untuk Wanita Baik. So, perbaik baikkan diri tu dulu wahai zuraini. Allah will do the rest.
p/s: Ya ALLAH jikalau dia untuk ku, maka engkau dekatkan lah dia dengan ku sebagaimana cara yang Engkau mahukan, Jikalau dia bukan untuk ku maka jauhkanlah dia dariku sebagaimana cara yang Engkau mahukan. AMIN.....
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