not to sink is hard.

recently, there's a lot of things that i achieve and there's a lot of things that i loses too.

well maybe you can be perfectionist, for one things you wish for, but in other hands you have to sacrifice another one.  you can't have both. err betul ke?

the true is. starting out this semester i have experienced so much. a lot of things i did explored. a lot of lessons i did learned.
pengarah program, setiausaha kelab, timbalan pengarah program and ect.. all i never expect that i can put myself in that position. my schedule is pack!!  apapun  i am so fortunate to have all those opportunity  to build my soft skill . ALLHAMDULILAH.


but on top of it. i do have some loses here and there.

i never fell so sleepy in class , since primary up to my colleges. but recently, is like the sleepy eye treat me so bad. whenever the lecture start about half and hour mata mula la mengada, syaitan pulak rancak  membisikan alunan musik richard stolzman. and i ended up.. arghhhh slap myself hard!!!!!  ini semua berkaitan dengan kitaran tidur yang tak menentu. banyak keje alahai banyak keje! =(


 i think i make my own record since semester 5 started. i less ring my home. seriously, dulu pagi petang wajib gayut dengan mak. sometimes drag sampai berjam. But, nowadays its too hard for me to have my own time  gossiping with mak. haishhh. ni semuu pasal meeting sana sini. project itu ini. test dan quiz.  sabar zuraini sabar.

because of the time constrain. last minute study becoming my best friends. end up result pun macam hampeh. ok, sila ambil pengajaran zuraini. learned your lesson please.

i've been so mean to my body. i did not treat my tummy well. skip lunch and dinner at 3 am in the morning. consume alotsss of caffeine. old town 3 1n 1 coffee menu wajib.   haishhh. unhealthy life style. poor me!


despite of " arghh stress " thingy, whining and sigh-ing here and there.  actually i love studying. whenever you can manage to solve or to get know new things. the feeling is like woww. It’s fun when you understand things that you learn, discover new knowledge and able to apply it in the daily life. kan?
And all the depression. “Aku nak kahwin”. “Nak ballik rumah”. "  Was just a phase.

hopefully all the hardword will paid off. InsyaALLAH

* ada meeting lagi malam ni. paksa diri untuk post sesuatu. =)