it can't get anymore funnier.

what has happened or should i say happening to me then and now is so very funny that i could not jot down any cause it were so complicated.

thank you  for doing that to me
thank you  for treating me that way
thank you  for the heart breaking
thank you for the harsh words.
thank you for the friendship-to-be- end
thank you for EVERYTHING.
AND
thanks to your  **** for making it realistic


you never thought of this could happen to you. but yes it happening and AGAIN.

I need to be really careful. So very easy to fall into traps like this.

Anyhow, alhamdulillah.

I might just be wrong. Still, I am not going to take any risk.

 Allah knows best!

"....Ya Allah, andai kau datangkan mereka ini sebagai ujian buat ku, maka berikanlah aku kekuatan & kesabaran untuk menghadapinya. Ampunkan dosa hambaMu andai ujian ini sebagai memo peringatan akan kelalaian diriku pada Mu. Selamatkanlah aku dari fitnah & tipudaya manusia, serta hawa nafsu dan godaan syaitan yang direjam...

 

P/S:  beribu berjuta kali maaf pun ia tetap tak akan ubah apa-apa. mungkin.