growing up.

i've lost my way for couple of times.

stumbled up upon a wall - could not see what is on the other side

seemed meaningless- is just like waking up in the morning just for sake of living.


does it sounds lame to you? but this is how it felt for me during those time.


i wanted and desire for that thingy so bad. i claimed that i've work damn hard to achieve it. but seem its not that enough to make it real. so, what should i do then???  put more effort??? just take it as the faith?


COME PEOPLE MOTIVATE ME!!!