semester 1 year 2.. till the end

yeay/ alhmdulilah!  greatly to announce that i've completed all my lecture for my semester 1 year 2 as a engineer to-be.. gaah.* clap2*.

i've learn a lots of thing and stuff through out this semester. in terms of friendships, love,life and not forgetting about engineering  study.. ok, jum brief satu2.


friendship
seriously, ive learn a lot. i admit that im not good at making friends. im sticky type person. since school life till uni life. i were always stick to those who i fell comfortable and probably with those who  have more or less like me, attitude, the way of thinking or maybe life style.. so,  that is why i ended up  xramai kawan especially malays.. sadly said, i am not have that kind of chemistry with malays.. smack me!! it is not that i cant be friends with malays.. its so untrue but i cant be so close  to them as how as others races. maybe after 11-12 years I've been kawan with non malays, this effected me to have this kind of condition..  buat malu kan  gedebik saya!!!SIGH  but please yar i still do have list of my best buddies here and dorg adalah melayu ok.. my bff ever AHLAM. she's the one and only my best pal ever existed.  the lesson i get is .sila pilih kawan yang anggap kita sebagai kawan bukan hanya waktu susah sahaja mereka nak share dgn kita n left us when they have a great time.. 



love
i have enjoyed my time with my love one. he keep on company me all the way through out this semester without fail.. hehehe thank you sweetheart! the lesson i get is berpada-pada lah bercinta.. always keep on eye on your schedule. put study on your top list.  


engineering study.
yar after 3 semester ive been study in this course, finally i get a clear mind of what is actually civil engineering study is all about.. lame kan.. hehehe so, after this kalau ada org asking me hey what did u do in civil. so i can proudly explain to those who asking without doubt...*clap2* plus i wanna warn spe2 nak ambik civil as their wannabe in future--> bersedialah anda untuk menjadi pak2 indon sama itu pak2 bangla yar karena kamu akn berjemur di bawah cahaya matahari di site.. duhh =( lesson of the semester is study hard+study smart= yeay!


life.
WHAT A LIFE!!! boredness melanda through out this semester even kekasih hati are always on my side/inside phone.. saya have to face the book n project 24/7!!!! oke tipu je cz kne divide 2 with face the phone.. hihihih
parit raja create a nothing-special-to-do-place- ever in the worl wide.. haa melampau x statement sye.. =) so, i turned out hari2 homesick nak balik penang sebab rindu nak berexcitement...serious jeles gle sama itu along di melaka.. tiap2 malam berfoya-foya with his friends.. mentang2 campus dia tgh2 bandaraya melaka.. so, tanpa rasa bersalah berpoya2 la dia setiap hari menghabiskan fulus mak abah .=((  lesson= life is like a cycle sometimes u on the top n sometimes u experience to be at the bottom.. yar rite now  saya lah berada di bawah cycle itu.. SIGH.. grrrr ='(

just left final to be sit then i can say sayonara SEMESTER 3..

P/S: sayonara parit raja!! balik esk..*senyum girang*

hello peeps!

  tonite im off to bed with my full tummy.. damn! spoil diet.. huh

wednesday story.

asalamualikum semua.
as i promised yesterday today im gonna use malays more than english.. yesh mission accomplised!!!!!

but frankly said today, i am pissed off by somebody..  ye2 kamu wahai sahabat ku..
seriously deal with this creature bring me up to depressed!!!
wahai manusia, please be matured and act like accordingly to the age of yours. i am freaking sick to cope with your crap attitude.. its almost reach my entire limit..

now i am perfectly realize why all the peeps around complaining all the times about you manusia. its all about your attitude.. sngat kebudak-budakan plus you are so sangat2 sellfish!!
ok, enough for this manusia story. we move on to the very pleasant news.. ALHAMDULILAH, saya dapat duduk TF lagi semester depan... YEAY!!

p/s: kekasih hati just told me that his cuti dibekukan.. SIGH.  =(
 no worries abang.. i"ll pray hard for you so your cuti will be cair..  boleh ke???  huk3

TODAY IS TUESDAY!

so what's tuesday brings up.. TIREDNESS!!
im tired bebeh..seriously, felt so much of exausted, dehydrated and sangat2 penat..
in other words shall i claimed it as the productive day for me.. naaa sound batter rite peeps..

today activities
  im done with my tacheometric lap. yeay! clap*clap.
 completed my c++ programing quiz and assigment* credit to me myself
 agama report perfectly siap!
 my work fied geomatic report finish.
 PRESENTATION CNI im over you!!! =)

so, what up for tomorow..??? ----> teater. im goin to act as a org buta.. wish me all the best peeps..

p/s= just realize that today im using english more than malays.. how come???  sebab today im not spend my time with my kekasih hati.. so lack of bahasa melayu today.. SIGH. sorry for abondant you bahasa  melayu. esk saya cakap bahasa melayu banyak2 ye.. =))

growing up.

i've lost my way for couple of times.

stumbled up upon a wall - could not see what is on the other side

seemed meaningless- is just like waking up in the morning just for sake of living.


does it sounds lame to you? but this is how it felt for me during those time.


i wanted and desire for that thingy so bad. i claimed that i've work damn hard to achieve it. but seem its not that enough to make it real. so, what should i do then???  put more effort??? just take it as the faith?


COME PEOPLE MOTIVATE ME!!!

emo freak!

i had such a bad period mood swing this time.. plus all thing and stuff around me are also contribute such a HUGE one.. guess what.. saya sangat emo. EMO FREAK.

 please stay away from me if not you are DEAD!  

can i declare that i miss you?

well finally today at 2.27pm you updated me what you up to lately after a long miscontact for a decades..  hahah ( see see comel this shown how much i miss u lah.. decades ok hehehe)

we borak-ing, gelak-ing and kutuk-ing on the phone. Gaah. saya puas!! hehehe
so here i wanna selitkan a lil bit nasihat kat u ehh.

• please dont skip your morning class dude!
• put ur alarm clock till max volume so biar bergegar teliga u tuu..
• health. concern a bit la brother. makan, tidO please follow schedule.
• i know u is like sangat2 pandai xpayah study just look the book n then can simply swallow it then muntah it when exam..bt bro, uni life style is different la.. assigment still mean a lot k. so, BUAT HOMEWORK!

ok.sudah nanti u pangill i mumy sebab bebel banyak2..
p/s= saya harap mr comel saya dapat jadi enginner petronas yang berjaya n tidak lupa akan saya setelah berhijrah ke oversea nanti. ~smoothes~

SERUAN KUBUR

Kubur/liang lahat Setiap Hari Menyeru kepada Manusia Sebanyak 5 Kali.

1. Aku rumah yang terpencil, maka akan senang dengan selalu membaca Al-Quran.
2. Aku rumah yang gelap, maka terangilah aku dengan selalu sholat malam.
3. Aku rumah yang penuh tanah dan debu, bawalah amal soleh yang menjadi hamparan.
4. Aku rumah ular berbisa, maka bawalah amalan Bismillah sebagai penawarnya.
5. Aku rumah pertanyaan Munkar dan Nankir, maka banyaklah bacaan Laa illaa ha illallah, Muhammadur Rasulullah?supaya kamu dapat menjawabnya.

P/S=  YA ALLAH. guide me, lead me to the truthness. im loss in the way.

GEOMATIC ENGINEERING..

yes. im done with my both test 1 and test 2 for geomatic. haish. i have no idea with what actually happen to this subject. the both test are not hardly tough but seem my lecturer are too straight in marking.. so unlucky me. =(
xpe, redha is the key. ALLAH always know what is the best for you. SO, less complaint please.

this few weeks and week after are really challenging. More test coming, more project to be complete, freaking much assigment need to hand up and FINAL is on the way..

roomie..

see the pinky bear at the coner tuu.. MR COMEL tenkiu!

MY LITTLE notebook.

actually kalau near exam katil ni xkan sekemas ini.. 
buku2 n paper2 will cover everywhere n saya tido peluk buku bukan bantal. he3

view from my window.

place where my dirty cloth been keep n a week after
yes. LAUNDRY.



SHOES BOX.



hell. sangat pack .

muhasabah diri

at this certain time i loss my focus..  lasyness has become my best buddies ever.. OMG, what happen to me recently.. test is just around the coner baby zuraini.. WAKEUP!

i just had my awful feeling inside.. awuch! i cant concentrate.. study2.. put on the top list.
i duwann to  kill my test paper.

just need to go back to the almighty ALLAH.  i loss my path through out my journey. lead me, guide me Ya Allah. ive been loss control all this while.  T.T


XOXO me. =(

do you fell so fucked up as me.. BERDARAH

everytime i get hurt, ill remain silent and act like nobody hurt me. I know that i might not be a god liar to pretend like nothing happen to me.. yar sometimes i do express my feeling by keep silent. For me that is my way to take care others feeling. .

im not say that im good people but sometimes i realize that i have take care others' hearts alot more that i take care of myself. EXHAUSTED!

and i think  sooner o later im gonna hurt at maximum point.

setiap kali saya sedih, saya akan senyap dan pura-pura macam tiada apa berlaku. saya tahu kadang2 saya tidak pandai simpan perasaan saya.  bagi saya itu adalah cara saya untuk menjaga hati orang lain. ya, dengan senyap.

saya bukan orang baik. tapi saya sedar kadang2 saya terlalu menjaga hati orang lain dari hati saya.. PENAT!

dan saya fikir lambat laun saya akan sakit sampai ke tahap maksimum.

P/S= harini nak buat 2version. malay n english sebab baru rasa puas.. yes im sastified.

mood owh mood.

currently mod swing.
fell like going back home.SUDAH. im homesick. please anybody motivate saya.
tons of assigment.testes waiting in a week. carry mark horrible. friends are trouble. time constrain.
I AM MISERABLE.

shit over u MR.C

sorry for the harsh tittle.

i cant stand it anymore.

hey u the one and only

the most respect person in my entire life i have

what on earth are happening to you haaa???

just tell my why??

i cant stand it anymore.

what else dint enough for u to make u think mature..

yar u are matured enough until sangat besar kapala bukan!!!!

have u forget mak abah lesson??

is it not enough for u

sekolah agama,  kasih sayang, money. every single thing u had..

please wake up bro.

leave it..

that fucking thingy just lead you to trouble.. serious a big one i bet u.

beg u this time. i know if u have a choice u would not choose to take it to love it bit please its not too late for u to throw it away.. i am not pointing over you after all.

p/s= we all love you. please love yourself more.

a night when we reunite.

thanks for the night.

thanks for the moments

thanks for the experience

thank for the drive

thanks for the mcd

thanks to be my side

thanks for everything DEAR.

i love the way u act

i love the way you talk

i love to be by your side

i love the way you are

what else haa..

p/s= i love u  <3