So here I am, almost 4 month since I last wrote and almost half awake trying to tap away some epic post to add to the list of ramblings on this blog. but, fail occured every time. Current life was very clear that I am upgraded myself to a new career lady. Being one, as a civil engineer to be exact was quite challenging especially to a lady. I am not saying we ladies not fit to this position. However, as we know that to be a successful civil engineer we need to be as tough as male. Going to site construction, climbing all those under construction tower and structure really need some kind of spirit.
From my childish years, how I reacted to engineering and all. I always asked myself, asked Allah, "why me? Why engineering?" But today, I get the answer. I know, I have a strong will in everything I do. Even if I have to do something because I was asked or forced to, I will give my best. Of course I will cry a lot along the way, but that's just me overcoming fear and stresses. But Allah eased everything for me; ok results, graduated, and finally got a job offer a week after I attended the interview. Like everything, starting from my Foundation year until today, I am called a Design Engineer :) Alhamdulillah.
Working and living by own really make myself independent. Now I do realize that what I've been practicing in uni which is travel by own and alone are something more like preparing myself for real life. So, Allah make things for a reason rite. I'm enjoying work now, I really do. At least what happened in recent months really cleared my vision on why my career is important now. But sometimes I feel empty. I miss exam, lectures, doing projects, lab work. You know that busy routine somehow occupied your life.But itulah kehidupan, once you lose it then you will start appreciate it more.
By the way, there is a new phase waiting me so close. too soon to announce I guess but I'm preparing now. =)
