assalamualikum.
" ALLAH tidak membebankan hambaNya melainkan dalam lingkungan kemampuan manusia"
- Al-Baqarah ayat 280-
Clearly stated in Quran, Allah won't make our life hard purposelessly when He best knew that you are capable to handle it. Well, this couple of weeks . I rather fell demotivated. I have bunch of works to run for, but still procrastination hits me badly. slap may self hard.!!!!
Last few days, I receive a call from my dad. Owh, bukan call tapi miss call yee.Then I return the call and asked my dad why he just doing that. sampai hati okey, nak buat misscall misscall je. Then my dad said, ala abah nak buat panggilan rindu dekat angah. SPECHLESS. alololo, suweeet nye abah sayerrr nieee. heh!
abah asked, why dah lama tak ring rumah. ehem2 abah, siapa yang homesick nie. bukan a day before angah ada call rumah ke? kontoi abah rindu. =) Then our conversation start till I didn't realize that my eye was teary. RINDU RUMAH. ='(
Recently, beban kerja semakin bertambah-tambah. 3rd year been so challenging so far in which i was racing with time and responsibilities. I have 3-4 project to submit, the design software drive me crazy, lots of tutorial question need to turn in, I have presentation and interview waiting in a week, 2 exam paper in a week, angklung practice make my mood swing and last but not least HONG KONG mobility program meeting. For time being I need to be strong and just bear in mind that this is the sacrifice that I need to do in order to gain batter in future, InsyaAllah. InsyaAllah.
p/s: peer pressure also contributing. =(
p/s: kenapakah update blog then automatically blog terupdate ke fb sekali.? puftt
Monday, May 21, 2012
Wednesday, May 16, 2012
cheesy post di tengah minggu.
assalamulaikum.
post ini mungkin bakal memberi interpretation yang agak cheesy kepada si penulis. =)
Supaya anak muda yang gatal bercinta di celah cita-cita dapat menampar pipi masing-masing agar celik mata melihat ke depan. Jika menolak zina pun jadi kepayahan, halau dirimu dari cinta dan perkahwinan. Bosan saya melihat jiwa lemah yang merengek-rengek meminta ihsan.Jika mahu bercinta, jangan merancang hanya ke pelamin. Masukkan sekali urusan lampin.Kerana rumahtangga bukan utopia Cloud 9. Ia adalah kombinasi suka dan duka. Sesungguhnya cabaran selepas berkahwin adalah jauh lebih berat berbanding dengan sekadar cabaran mengelak dari zina sebelum kahwin. Jika ini pun gagal, muhasabahlah diri segera sebelum melangkah ke usia dewasa yang lebih mencabar itu
- saya dapat dari sini!
errr, seriously sentap okeyy bila baca. @_@
When it come to the 4th years of relationship, what else will you expect more? For sure you want something that can assure you some batter ending bukan. Recently, kawin muda, kawin masa belajar its happens everywhere. it's like a trend. Memang, memang menyegerakan kawin itu perbuatan yang disukai nabi. Tapi does it work for you, for me??? Have you prepare for being 100% adult with full and extra extra responsible and commitment? Do you aware with the suka and duka of marriage life? Are you ready to accept strangers into you life?? ARE YOU READ ???????
I would like to end this, to tight the knot as soon as I'm ready to handle this big task. And I hope ' he ' can start saving now cause I am preparing now..=p
Actually I know I should not say this in public, but just pray for me that one day I'll can get what I want (you know it). I need to end this and turn it into something halal, something that can give me and 'him' a batter solution cause what we are having now it's not right. It's obviously not right when you know you're doing something not right but you don't have the strength to fix it. Weak me!
p/s : saya tak gatal nak kawin. just want to clarify things.
post ini mungkin bakal memberi interpretation yang agak cheesy kepada si penulis. =)
Supaya anak muda yang gatal bercinta di celah cita-cita dapat menampar pipi masing-masing agar celik mata melihat ke depan. Jika menolak zina pun jadi kepayahan, halau dirimu dari cinta dan perkahwinan. Bosan saya melihat jiwa lemah yang merengek-rengek meminta ihsan.Jika mahu bercinta, jangan merancang hanya ke pelamin. Masukkan sekali urusan lampin.Kerana rumahtangga bukan utopia Cloud 9. Ia adalah kombinasi suka dan duka. Sesungguhnya cabaran selepas berkahwin adalah jauh lebih berat berbanding dengan sekadar cabaran mengelak dari zina sebelum kahwin. Jika ini pun gagal, muhasabahlah diri segera sebelum melangkah ke usia dewasa yang lebih mencabar itu
- saya dapat dari sini!
errr, seriously sentap okeyy bila baca. @_@
When it come to the 4th years of relationship, what else will you expect more? For sure you want something that can assure you some batter ending bukan. Recently, kawin muda, kawin masa belajar its happens everywhere. it's like a trend. Memang, memang menyegerakan kawin itu perbuatan yang disukai nabi. Tapi does it work for you, for me??? Have you prepare for being 100% adult with full and extra extra responsible and commitment? Do you aware with the suka and duka of marriage life? Are you ready to accept strangers into you life?? ARE YOU READ ???????
I would like to end this, to tight the knot as soon as I'm ready to handle this big task. And I hope ' he ' can start saving now cause I am preparing now..=p
Actually I know I should not say this in public, but just pray for me that one day I'll can get what I want (you know it). I need to end this and turn it into something halal, something that can give me and 'him' a batter solution cause what we are having now it's not right. It's obviously not right when you know you're doing something not right but you don't have the strength to fix it. Weak me!
p/s : saya tak gatal nak kawin. just want to clarify things.
Sunday, May 13, 2012
EMAK's version
salam.
I know among all the sibling, i am the most teary, soppy, emotional lagi sensatif and super manja. don't ask me why, but ask my parents..=p hee somehow, being so vulnerable and fragile, the most person that can stand all the flaws inside me is my Emak. She still can find that tiny braver inside me..
today marked special day for every mom in the world. MOTHER'S DAY.
this special writing are specially dedicate to my mom.
you know what? you are the best emak ever! reaching this part, writing about you emak, I can't stop my teary. I miss you!
Emak, i would like to say thank you for being such a fantastic and awesome mother for me. I'm so glad that I've you as my guardian angle.
No one can replace you. You are amazing mother.
She is my best partner. very best partner. I could not refuse to share with her everything that happened to me. Dari sekecil kecil hingga se-dirty dirty secret all are in her hand. Cerita kisah hati saya, masalah peer saya, owh dan conflict secret admire saya juga menjadi kisah sharing saya dengan emak.
She always cooked delicious meal to fuel up my body. Whenever I'm away from home I crave my Emak delicious food the most. That is the reason why I barely take rise in the uni cause I will start to miss you when your delicious food was not there for me.
She nursed me when I fall sick. She tends to awake all night long just to be my side. Emak, sometimes we no need expensive medicine for us to fell batter but we are always fell well when you are around. Thank you emak for being the best nurse/doctor in the world.
She'd save up her money from all her hardwork so that she could buy the clothes and accessories that I’ve always asked for…. Thank you emak for the scarified. =)
I adore your magic words. Like a magic spell you know. When I fell down, the only word that can burst my spirit is only came from you. I don't have any idea how you can did that but it is really magic.
sometimes I fell scare when I think I could never satisfied you with all my single doings. But I can promise you that I will always do my best to chase my dream, to pray for you, to be a good muslimah..
EMAK, if you tend to read this, I just want you to know. kadang kadang angah terlupa nak cakap thank you, kadang kadang angah merajuk dengan emak terlupa yang syurga angah ada dengan mak dan kadang kadang angah selalu buat emak risau dengan perangai over manja angah sampai angah lupa yang amak ada 3 orang anak lagi. Terima kasih emak.
I know among all the sibling, i am the most teary, soppy, emotional lagi sensatif and super manja. don't ask me why, but ask my parents..=p hee somehow, being so vulnerable and fragile, the most person that can stand all the flaws inside me is my Emak. She still can find that tiny braver inside me..
today marked special day for every mom in the world. MOTHER'S DAY.
this special writing are specially dedicate to my mom.
you know what? you are the best emak ever! reaching this part, writing about you emak, I can't stop my teary. I miss you!
Emak, i would like to say thank you for being such a fantastic and awesome mother for me. I'm so glad that I've you as my guardian angle.
No one can replace you. You are amazing mother.
She is my best partner. very best partner. I could not refuse to share with her everything that happened to me. Dari sekecil kecil hingga se-dirty dirty secret all are in her hand. Cerita kisah hati saya, masalah peer saya, owh dan conflict secret admire saya juga menjadi kisah sharing saya dengan emak.
She always cooked delicious meal to fuel up my body. Whenever I'm away from home I crave my Emak delicious food the most. That is the reason why I barely take rise in the uni cause I will start to miss you when your delicious food was not there for me.
She nursed me when I fall sick. She tends to awake all night long just to be my side. Emak, sometimes we no need expensive medicine for us to fell batter but we are always fell well when you are around. Thank you emak for being the best nurse/doctor in the world.
She'd save up her money from all her hardwork so that she could buy the clothes and accessories that I’ve always asked for…. Thank you emak for the scarified. =)
I adore your magic words. Like a magic spell you know. When I fell down, the only word that can burst my spirit is only came from you. I don't have any idea how you can did that but it is really magic.
sometimes I fell scare when I think I could never satisfied you with all my single doings. But I can promise you that I will always do my best to chase my dream, to pray for you, to be a good muslimah..
EMAK, if you tend to read this, I just want you to know. kadang kadang angah terlupa nak cakap thank you, kadang kadang angah merajuk dengan emak terlupa yang syurga angah ada dengan mak dan kadang kadang angah selalu buat emak risau dengan perangai over manja angah sampai angah lupa yang amak ada 3 orang anak lagi. Terima kasih emak.
Saturday, May 5, 2012
long hiatus
How pathetic to see I left this blog kan..='(
Well after a long hiatus I finally found myself back in writing .=) Work loads had forced me to out from this place. pity you blog!
I can feel the time is ticking so fast. i mean a really damn fast okey. It's just like in one fine day you woke up in the morning , Monday is hitting you and other day you woke up in the morning is already another new Monday is hitting you again. Wah wah Masa kenapa begitu pantas ya engkau berlalu??
Actually I'm just doing fine and great with my studies and others commitment. Life for me know is all about completing my works, trying to get focus into all things cause everything need to be done in a short while. I less bother to post anything here cause there is no mood to blog when you feel like other commitment is tight hard. I'm just into my work and my simple yet lonely life.
Dealing with 3rd year as Civil Engineer to-be memang tough. Project, Assignment, Lab report , tutorial, presentation and kelab, societies is such a long list okey. Macam mana engkau berlari berkejar kejar the long list , it's would not even decrease and yet menaik adalah. ='(
actually, I do have 2 paper back to back the next day after tomorrow. Kinda a tough also. But yet study were not seriously focus. slap forehead!!!! here are few quotes to lift up your spirit and me.!
p/s: Hari tu kekasih hati was asking me this bang question.
awak esok-esok lepas grad awak akan jadi apa?
terkesima sebentar.OMG. OMG!!!! mulut yang megomel itu ini ,sharing segala bagai tu semua selama 3 tahun ni apa makna? pls be strong zuraini. =(
Well after a long hiatus I finally found myself back in writing .=) Work loads had forced me to out from this place. pity you blog!
I can feel the time is ticking so fast. i mean a really damn fast okey. It's just like in one fine day you woke up in the morning , Monday is hitting you and other day you woke up in the morning is already another new Monday is hitting you again. Wah wah Masa kenapa begitu pantas ya engkau berlalu??
Actually I'm just doing fine and great with my studies and others commitment. Life for me know is all about completing my works, trying to get focus into all things cause everything need to be done in a short while. I less bother to post anything here cause there is no mood to blog when you feel like other commitment is tight hard. I'm just into my work and my simple yet lonely life.
Dealing with 3rd year as Civil Engineer to-be memang tough. Project, Assignment, Lab report , tutorial, presentation and kelab, societies is such a long list okey. Macam mana engkau berlari berkejar kejar the long list , it's would not even decrease and yet menaik adalah. ='(
actually, I do have 2 paper back to back the next day after tomorrow. Kinda a tough also. But yet study were not seriously focus. slap forehead!!!! here are few quotes to lift up your spirit and me.!
- God will never put you in a situation you cannot handle.. all you have to do is trust and believe in him.
- When we pray, Allah hears more than we say, answers more than we ask, gives more than we imagine.. in His own time and His own way..
- Attach your heart to Allah and you will never be disappointed. You will never be frustrated, and you will never be let down.
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| miss the moment when the adik-adik's cambodia called me KAKJu . =) |
p/s: Hari tu kekasih hati was asking me this bang question.
awak esok-esok lepas grad awak akan jadi apa?
terkesima sebentar.OMG. OMG!!!! mulut yang megomel itu ini ,sharing segala bagai tu semua selama 3 tahun ni apa makna? pls be strong zuraini. =(
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