Friday, January 13, 2012

put on the challenge bebeh..

Assamualaikum,

Counting days. counting days. to my holiday. it just a few days left. sabar zuraini sabar.

While I've been busy preparing myself for the examination. last minute study as always.. heee and tiba-tiba macam rasa nak rambles around. i think this is the right and the best place to do so kan.

These few days while everybody were so busy catching up with the books and notes and calculator,  until we are not so aware with the new year, new phase of another year. hijrah. resolution list.. well i guess i have them all in my diary but  i think i should put more challenge to myself since im getting 22. i love adding numbers in money, marks or anythings but not in the age. arghhh

becoming 22 in 5 month, I so wanna make full use of my time to discover what I have been not discover yet. i want to chase a lot of new things that are in front of me. i want to be BRAVE! brave like you. people out  there. yes. i am not a person who does not like changes in life. but sometimes changes is good in make a way batter right?   

so here i am to put a challenge to myself.  this is the words that i need to take serious this year.

consistency  ( istiqamah)
Happy
Sincerity

First of all. CONSISTENCY. istiqamah. yes. it is difficult to make a changes but it is more and more hard to keep the changes on. well, for this year i really wish i can appreciate more the value of consistency in all way i.e studies, religion, family, relationship, life management and also upcoming career. it sound hard rite? but let see how it goes. sometime i am a bit procrastinator. Well, just trying hard. Allah is there to help bukan? 

Happy. Why happy? aren't me not happy with my current life. hell no!. i am happy with my life. i have all the pleasant and awesome people around me. I have so much things to be smile of. But this time i want to be happier. more happy in all sense. happy while handling a problems, happy while struggling with my studies, happy while need to deal with unpleasant people. Hope more joy and happiness to me, family and you people in this year. 

and finally SINCERITY. I am so adore this one lady. I learned a lot trough her. One of it is KEIKHLASAN. Hope after this i can always bear in mind and also in heart that in everything that i wanna do put ikhlas on top of it.  Pergi kelas kena ikhlas, ilmu berkat. Solat kena ikhlas, dapat tingkatkan quality. Helping people kena ikhlas, dapat pahala.Duduk Uthm kena ikhlas, mak abah akan lebih senyum( not putting high hope in this coz this is the major resolution sejak dari azali lagi.. heh!)

InsyaAllah. InsyaAllah. lets works this out zuraini. :)


Tuesday, January 3, 2012

turning point... will you?

2011 had been a good teacher. I've learned a lot through out 2011. all ups and downs, happiness and sorrow, cry and laughed. from bitter to batter life. InsyaAllah.

hope 2012 treating me good in such of all way.

another piece of RESOLUTION.

  • lebih bermanfaat kepada orang lain, alam dan diri sendiri.
  • a quality solat
  • a productive person
  • tackle the "homesickness"
  • a less dependent person
  • read more. study hard.
  • tersusun urusannya
  • a good timer management 
  • kawin. gatal enough? hehe

I seek Allah’s forgiveness
for every misstep, 
for every mistake I made

I seek Allah’s forgiveness
for my words,
that do not match my actions
for my words,
despite my shortcomings

I ask
that He make me act upon what I know,
for His sake only
His sake only
and..

I also seek forgiveness
to everyone whom i wronged..

                                                               forgive me.. will you? :)


Sunday, January 1, 2012

CAMBOCHIA

assalamualaikum.

i've been abandoned this place for too long. sorry for the long shut. just busy with  the live and the study till have too put a full stop for writing  here. ok enough said, let's the picture do the rest.

p/s: terkesan dengan lecturer yang memerli dengan nada sarcastic- nya." saya faham. saya faham kamu seorang je busy dalam dunia ni mengalahkan PM malaysia kan.tak apa saya faham." ='( huwaaaa