talk to self

every time we face a difficulties or a failure, stay calm and believe there is a good reason why it happened.

i did not succeed..  should i feel down...???

NO! big NO. no.no.no.

i feel that BEAUTIFUL things are waiting me in the future.

i feel BLESSED  that Allah keep remind me that i should double up my remembrance to HIM.

i feel FORTUNATE that i can experience to get  know what is "fail"  and hope in my heart. i can't know what is success means if i don't know failure.

i feel DIFFERENT on how i manage my emotion.

need to reschedule my daily routine. terima kasih pada amaran itu.

p/s: thank to the beautiful people for all the words. 
p/s/s:kekasih hati is so  great at being understanding. proud of him.
p/s/s: BFF ahlam!!! i miss you . i mean i miss you like crazy and your magical words too.

something to do with new FAKTA

assalamualaikum peeps.

 is beeenn sooo longg since my last post isn't.

let's play around with new facts.
here we go.


the higher your semester year, the lesser you sleep.

 or can we put this way

the long time you are in uni, the less time you are in bed.

p/s: i think i have grown up to the level where working up in the mid night is a NORM. 

istiqarah jom.

ditelan mati emak diluah mati bapak.

when there is the mess in terms of making a choice, ALLAH said turn to HIM, ask for HIS opinion. macam mana??? ISTIQARAH la jawab nya.

since i was born till now. i never did any decision without any guidance from my family neither my friends. never. it simple sebesar-besar keputusan hinggalah sekecil-kecil keputusan.

then, tadi as usual when there is a mess with making a decision... i'm back to emak and abah.  as usual again, them keep giving me a lead giving me a guidance but this time is difference. 

emak : angah dah besar kan. 21 tahun dah. emak dgn abah boleh bagi idea. but angah dah kene belajar buat keputusan sendiri. mana baik untuk angah. hidup angah. angah mesti tahu yang mana selesa, yang mana kurang. mak abah jauh. angah fikir elok-elok ye.

me: camne . angah tak tahu nie.

abah: angah bukan budak kecik lagi nak minta mak abah lead setiap keputusan hidup. angah. kami hanya boleh bagitahu arah yet angah kene buat keputusan. bukan maksud mak abah nak tinggal angah sorang-sorang tapi just you know well your life. berani terima risiko. abah mana nak tengok anak-anak susah kan. mak abah boleh guide. angah fikirlah. kalau angah pilih jalan yang bukan dari pilihan emak abah pun tapi kalau angah selesa dengan itu. well, go for it. live your life well angah.

me: abah., orang nak balik la minggu depan punye depan.

abah: bertuah punye anak.

p/s: saya nak menjerit kuat kuat " ALHAMDULLILAH"