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aaa I've missed my blog so much that I came here everyday but don't have the quality time to actually write something good rather than the usual rambling.just updated my planner for this coming week. what a pack schedule i have..
tapi saya masih hidup berfoya- foya lagi..

lately rasa depressedkan., depressed yang sgt depressed till i make my journey back home every week n skipped some of my classes. THIS IS SO NOT ME!

tapi alhamdulillah little by little everything's back to normal thank God. i tried giving myself spaces to cool down, plan things out..well long story short(ened), i am on my feet again. hoorayy!

25/3 - math 4 test
29/3 - structural analysis test
31/3  - construction engineering test
2/4 - hydraulic test
10/4 - geology test
6/4 - geology trip
2/4 - FKASS nite
14/4 - tune in hydraulic project
 

let's makes a batter mistakes.

Move and keep on move.

realize the chosen path was so wrong

just say ok. It's alrite.

maybe it would like to teach

may learn something new.

~ breath in and breath out ~

Cheers. i was so in love with myself. I should treat myself a lil bit nice this time. Can this positive aura stay.??  i dunwana lose it. Coz i cry so hard those time. Think i had it pretty enough for this semester. i really mean it.

gotta study a lil bit hard to fulfill my desires. i wanna dream a lil bit higher, lough a lil bit louder. can i.??

My TEST is just in a few days time. im still RELAX. anyone please shake me up!

p/s: SPM candidates -> wahida, atikah , alina, danniel,  PRAY ALL THE BEST FOR Y'GYS. 

hidup ber-experiment!

 felt so annoyed dengan semua benda. Been busy entertain saya punya emo, layan saya punya biscolar disorder , layan perasaan. please jangan tiru .  To those who are not come from emo freak species please don't ever try untuk ber-emo ye. Because sekali korang cuba pasti esok-esok korang nak buat lagi. This is sooo unhealthy and  not cool at all.


Recently hidup rasa macan tak organize langsung. Serious. MISERABLE gila! If life can be restart and  shutdown macam lappy  kan bagus. Or can we just right click refresh to our life as how we always do kat computer tu. But sadly, we CAN'T! We need to face every single things yang happend dalam life kita.

Can i say, life is actually is like a experiment?
well, berbagai inference and hypotheses yang ada dalam hidup. The conclusion hanya kita yang boleh determine-kan. Ini lab report experiment hidup saya:

contoh: 

pemboleh ubah dimalar: saya ada masalah

pemboleh ubah dimanipulasi: nak cerita ke tak

pemboleh ubah bergerak balas: effect terhadap diri saya sendiri (cerita takut mengumpat pulak, tak cerita rasa terbeban pulak)

p/s; saya sudah sihat. harus fikir kembali ke dunia nyata. PARIT RAJA.

RANDOM//

been neglected this place for quite sometimes.

actually there quite a number of entry that i wrote

but all are kept in draf.

i don't know whats the matter with me

MISERABLE

fine!!!!!!!!

im not complaining… 

All I Need to Know About Life,I Learned From My Girlfriends.

even berulang kali saya katakan saya tidak mempunyai ramai kawan. But still kawan yang sedikit ini memberi impak and kesan yang amat mendalam bagi saya. i love all my girlfriends. terima kasih kawan. you gyust just had boost out my spirit. 

Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain. It's not something you learn in school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything.

oh. BALIK KAMPUNG lagi!

banyak class cancel this week.

so, ended up balik kampung lagi.

parents hanya geleng kepala melihat perangai anak dara dia yang seorang ini. =)

abah emak, i love both of you like sooo much. 

the feeling of being away amat-amat menyesak dan mensebakkan saya.

please forgive me of all the troublesome that i did.

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its been such a longggg time period which i abundant this place.. sorry ye hencik blog.

realize that i have been blogging too much emotional crap lately. 

a few week ago my spirit just goes down to negative scale. 
i loose my track.
im starting to have that mixed feeling and lastly i ended up to be such a very emo and weak person. SHY ON ME!

so after i spend almost a week break with my family. i guess they have boost out my spirit. 

yes, i am ready  to continue my uncomplete journey as a engineer wannabe.

i remember one friend telling me this-when you feel too tired to keep running up the steep mountain when you barely get to the top, don’t stand still, lie down instead and smell the air, feel the oxygen filling slowly in your veins. Kembali kepada DIA. start to bend down sujud menyembah DIA. He will definitely give you a guide.