it's the time to say good bye ...

 im pretty sure every one is talking about the late 2010 and the upcoming 2011.
 all sorts of kenangan and watsoeve. but for this entry i will prefer not to doing that.

just to mention here in off to uni tomorrow. mak and abah will send me off as usual. drive penang-johor pity them
i just hate this feeling. leaving home just make me sick. sumpah. sangat tak suka. i know i am like a cry baby. SHAME ON ME!

oh my baby Georgetown. i gonna miss you like hell. will miss the  food. mamak stall. chinese cuisine and the most mak's superb delicious food.  ok that's the reason why i gained weight like hell too. * guilty*

so it's  time to say good b

girls day out!!!

i had my great time with my high school girlfriends..  it was simply the best moment.. we started our date with some warm out activity.. guess what! we go for hiking you all.. hahaha that was crazy, we climb up the botanical garden mountain hill and it take us about 30 minute  to brings us the amazing n fantastic scenery of our beloved PENANG. after we manage to burns our fatty a.k.a calories then we drop by to SHAMIM'S house for us to  clean up our self to look batter and smell batter too..

we have our lunch at DELI'S DAVE restaurants in queensbay. the stick was superb DELICIOUS and the price  are also reasonable. Then the next activity is for  movie time. TRON LEGACY. this movie was awesome. we plan to watch in 3D but the price was totally insane. then we pick the normal version. 

after all,  i enjoyed myself with them. we had our talk about what we up to. current doings  and our future plans.

p/s. kawan2. i think you know who your are. i love this bond of us. i hope we can be friends for the rest of our life. friends forever. <3

p/s/s:  felt really bersalah pada kekasih hati... sorry. SORRY. sorry.  huuuu

.after eclipse.

i want to be wiser
i want to be cleaver
i want to be thinner
i want to be nicer
i want to be happier

i wanna make this world a batter place to live on.
left a few days to kickstart my new semester. well, i really need to figure out my 2011 resolution..
catch out another time with my 2011 RESOLUTION.


P/S just had a conversation with KEKASIH HATI. feel much-much batter. 
P/S/S  reading QASEH-ANISA blog really bring out my day!!!!! terimakasihkawan. i apperiaciate this  new bond.

Forgive one another; rather, understand one another.

 respect others life and it will honor you. 

i always believe in this quote. 

and this certain of time i can see how it work and sparks on me

i have been in this situation* where you put a hope and trust to this person. she/him play a fool towards your trustfulness. you are deadly believe what he/she said or claimed to any things he/she wants. how sick and hurt you are when you figure out she/him is making fool of you. feel like you wanna throw a tantrum towards him/her. but i perfectly believe this, what has happen no matter in bad or good ways there is a reason behinds it. so i do not easily and simply freak out and starts to blame people. well, some people say dah terang lagi bersuluh dia salah so that is nothing wrong if you wanna be mad  or marah macam orang gila . to notice that people that you are not a person who are easily be to fool around. TAPI, every people include US are not slip to done mistakes. so do this people asalkan he/she aware of his/her wrong doings and willing to correct it then forgiveness and a second change are just for them..

back to the situation, how i deal to this kind of people. well, everyone reserve to seek forgiveness.. so forgive and move the life on.. that's the keys.

  with the forgiveness i live happily with all the loveones. 

P/S: people, im sorry for any wrong doings that i ever made. ='(

*situation above are not referring to anyone here. no offense k. 

next step higher...

 im turning into 21 next year.. according to emak this stage of age back to those years  la kan perempuan-perempun or should i mention as young ladies sudah boleh dimenantukan.. DIMENANTUKAN* ( did  this word can be accepted  oleh kamus bahasa ) ZURAINI-PEROSAK-BM-THANK-TO-MY -BM-TCER-PN WEI... hihihi  ok2 back to main point! dimenantukan refer to berumah tangga or getting married to someone that called SUAMI/HUBBY. well, mak's ideology can still be accepted these era because one of my high school friends is getting married soon.. YESSSS KAHWIN !  what a brave decision.impressive.  i would like to admit sometimes when there is the time bila hormone gatal came and attack, felling mahu-kawin-sekarang-juga-dengan -kekasih hati appear.  but still bila the level of conscientious/kewarasan come and rescue me to chase out itu hormone gatal i will realize  kawin its not just a playful thing to be play around. its full of  a responsibility or can i say it as burden that u have to carry on sampai ke akhir hayat. well, this girl is really brave enough to upgrade her life to next step higher .. well done my friends. at least you can be the "batu loncatan" for the rest to start thinking that actually we need to really workout a future plan of ours. i mean a really serious one. but don't underestimate this friend of mine, she  actually a degree holder to be and she also a bride to be.. sangat-sangat impressive bukan plus her fiancee pun berkerjaya. engineer. well SAFREENA, you such a lucky one.


SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU. semoga kekal ke anak cucu.

its been a while since my last post. being home just make me less time utk bermesra with my lovely dovey incik blog. sorry mr blog.

so, whats the latest update. SHE-BECOME-MY-FB-FRIENDS.
 if anyone ask me why  and why did you...???? seriously i would say this IDK mannn...
i just feel one kind and that lead me to do such a thing. ye, i needa know how was she???.. how were her life would be after that hapen.?? did she live well as i do??? all this are linger in my mind for quite a time..
so sekarang i did know.. she really do enjoying her life with her new kekasih hati and she getting married soon... WOW. im glad to know that..serious im happy and really dead happy to knowing that.. alhamdulilah.  my guilty feeling towards her lesser after we had a chat last night.
so, i am not living on others kesengsaraan after all... alhamdulilah.


so lets kita buka buku baru. vanish all the sorrow.... SELAMAT BERKAWAN ZURAINI.

kawan im dying of missing you guys... to share those feeling what i felt right now. cepat pulang kawan. MALAYSIA is the great place.  missing u kawan..='(

alhamdulilah.. till the end.

paper c++ programing is over. so what should i say more.. weeehaaaa.. holiday is coming bebeh..
time flies realy fast, now i can proudly say that i am done with my semester 3 as a engineer-to-be...
completed all me lecture, done with all my test, quizes,project, assigment and habis sudah menggoreng paper FINAL. hihihi

so im looking forward for my holiday.... yeeehaaaa!!!!!!!!!!

new chapter.

tonight. take a deep breath.
take a little time to talk to HIM.

ALHAMDULILAH for the blessing, the laughter, all the good things HE gives.
ASTAFIRULAH for things that i regrets, the wrong doings and the mistakes..
INSYAALAH so i can be a batter person. batter than what am i before.
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DEAR ALLAH,

alhamdulilah atas segala yang dilimpahi dan dianugerahi kepada saya selama ini. the laughter, the joys and all the sadness Ive been through .  A great yet amazing family, a cool and awesome partner, caring people beside me.. kejayaan dan lesson that i had all this while. stuff and things that linger around me.. TERIMAKASIH TUHAN.  all this just make me realize how small and jahil i am di muka bumi ini.. i just can live as how i live now if not you YA ALLAH.
im not being a good muslimah. yes i can perfectly admit that. but i want you always guide and lead me to the correct path.sometimes, i was too leka and lalai dengan duniawi until i forget to thank you. Ya Allah. i was so sad and down when i think i do not have anybody to talk to, and cursing life when something did not turn out to be the way that i want it to be, Astafirullahalazim.
Moga kelekaan dan kekurangan ini akan hilang dan memberi kesedaran kepada saya yang You always be there for me no matter what. InshaAllah, I will always hijrah to be a better person, grand-daughter, daughter, sister, friend, wife-InshaAllah, Mummy-InshaAllah and whats more important is to be Your loyal and better ummah, InshaAllah :')

I love you, Allah!

 SALAM MAAL HIJRAH!

let's HIJRAH people!!!!!!

home alone journey.

BALIK KAMPUNG.

yesterday after my mechanics paper.. abah called and deliver such a plesent news to be hear.
abah-bagi-green-light-balik-umah-sorg2-naik-bus. hehehe i know, agak cliche bukan.

so, hear i am.. bermulalah journey cikzuraini dari batupahat ke pulaupinang.
the best part comes when mak rings me setiap jam to check my condition.. hahaha.. i can manage my self la EMAK... dun pampered me sangat.

mak pesan~ ANGAH, just bring along necessary thing sahaja oke.jgn kamu g agkut satu parit raja balik taw.

CLEO. this company me throught out my journey.

" december please be nice and fill it with bless and joyness batter than november does"