Thursday, September 30, 2010

MY BAD!

 aint my fault?
 is it my bad?
 if i know u before i will absolutely fall for you.
 but unfortunaly  is not u that i meet before.
 every post that u vomit out just give me a great impact.
 yes, u touch my hear with all your words.
again. my bad. im sorry.
please fly and fly to the highest sky 
 grap you happiness
 you deserve batter.
much much batter...

i wish to have a magic power
so i can give all the best of mine for the sake of others.
but im the weakest person here
with the limit in everything
could not please anyone.
im sorry again.

 P/S= alhamdulilah atas segala nikmat rezeki ilmu kebahagiaan n segalanya YA ALLAH.

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

its been a very.VERY long.

salam peeps,
refer to the tittle, yes2.. since back from raya cuti i havent throw anything here.  because lately mr lazy come meet me and greatly become my very close friend.. HAHAHAH  lame!

so now i am goin rambles around about my routine here in my uni life. this fews week brings me up to depressed. totally im stress out!!! all the project, assingment, quiz,  peer presure all in one.. mix up! feel really need break for myself.
but im luckily enough to have my loves one keep on company all day long. TERIMA KASIH sweet-you-my suggar-honney-pie.



a few days ago i found out something yang sangat2 i dont know if it was a compliment or sebaliknya.
 perlu ke nak mention here.. i donk think so... DAMN!

Sunday, September 19, 2010

selamat tinggal pulau pinang

salam semua!

really not in a good condition.. haa ahh..
nak balik johor. nak tinggalkan penang.
just hate it.


after 3 week being home. penyakit malas-mahu-balik-p.raja- sudah mula menular.
SIGH.
abah will send me off balik. w/o company by mak.. its ok, because i really doesnt want both mumydady susah2.


so, tonight is the last night nk peluk bantal nak golek2 atas katil sendiri, nak hirup udara penang, nak gaduh2 gn tings.. makan sudah tentu. nasi kandar terbaek!!!

its the time to say goodbye.. Selamat Tinggal PENANG. semoga berjumpa lagi.

p/s= todays emak birthday.  celebrate makan nasi kandar at noon n makan a&w at night..
          SELAMAT HARI LAHIR EMAK!!! ANGAH SAYANG EMAK

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

tribute to my MR. COMEL.. =)

 seram tak tittle. hehehe
ok as what i promise before in my last post. i nak buat special entry dekat seorg mamat poyo yg gler comel tu..
 siapakah my MRCOMEL tu.. i bet you know la who you are kn2.. 
so 1st of all, to those yg rse xnak bce just ignore entry kali ini okeh.

   actually, this entry i nak buat sebagai tribute  to my mr comel cause i damn freaking touched+terharu dgn special entry kat blog mr comel tu. serious beb. i bace blog you tu sampai my tears drop you knowww.. hehehe 
  bagus punye essay la kn u karang mengutuk i kat blog you tu.. puff >.<
btw,, kre dah terungkai la ehh, segala isi perut+hati+jantung+liver you kat i kn3.... ok this is my time.REVENGE..=) ..  ok lets the story begain.

   i know this makhluk ALLAH yg tersangat comel ini when i was studying in kuala nerang land> mara matriculation. we are in the same class ,S23. at first we were not that so close. nak pandang muka pun segan apatah lagi nk sembang.. am i rite comel.???.
manusia comel tu gedik lebih la malu dengan i.. cover sopan ble nak tegur .. siap gne saudari-saudara lg . memang xbleh blah ok.. . dgn org lain boleh je dia belasah gne aku-ko. lawak gler beb ble i teringat the very first time i dgn itu budak comel nak try to have conversation. memang comel.

so, after a while when we get to use to each other.. kmi dah agak boleh sembang2. maybe sebab ade that so called chemistry kot.. lagi pun mr comel itu adalah ikon+guru+tutor saya. maklum lah mr comel tu kn the best student in matric .. bangga beb i jadi anak murid u.. walaupun resul i hampeh tak macam u. hihi 
anyway, i shud always say thak you kat mr comel tu sebab tak pernah jemu bosan marah tergoda( i tahu u selalu tergoda kat i kn3) hahaha  time nak faham kn i konsep2 fizik yg gler susah mampus tu but bagi mr comel itu hanyalah secebis makanan yang hanya boleh GAP sekali gus.. hehehe  xiexie nie mr comel!

 so, when matric life ends. our relationship does not ends.. plus its keep on growing kn.. serious beb. 
you are the only guys yang pernah i kenal ever begitu baik sekali. tak kira time i down sebab result, sebab my homesick, sebab my heartbroken tu.. my mr comel tu always stand still behind me supporting tanpa penah complain pasal bill phone melambung, mata bengkak cause tak tidor malam sebab melayan cter2 sedih i,  on gltalk 24 hours teman i sebab i heartbroken dengan kekasih hati i, habiskn duit biasiswa dia just untuk datang umah i kat penang ni and he drive by himself dr shah alam even i xbelanja dia nasi kandaq even dah janji sumpah sume =)..( sebab xsempat kn. so kre bukan salah i kn3)

to my mr comel.. i xreti la nak karang puisi o watsoever yg macam you tulis kat i kat blog you tu.. but2, i ade secebis kata2 untuk u from bottom of my heart. ikhlas.

i tak reti nak cakap dengan lelaki except my kekasih hati la for sure. he3
tapi dengan you i boleh cakap non stop 24 jam, i boleh naikan volume suara i sampai maxx,
i boleh say out n share everything problem yg i had. its kinda weird kn.. haaa. u bagi i makan ubat guna2 ape..  just kidding bebe! no offense yar..=)
nanti kn beb ble i gaduh dgn hubby i i lari g umah you boleh x??? hahahaha
  sorry, to let u enter my heart its imposibble .
  you tahu reason itu bukan.
  bukan sebab you tak kurus, bukan sebab you bukan  polis, bukan sebab you xperfect.
  tapi sebab ...  well please go n get your life COMEL.!!!!


i will always pry for your kejayaan n kebahagian. 

hope u akan jumpa you own kekasih hati.
hope u akn jadi seorang enginear yg berjaya.
hope kita akan kawan sampai bila2.
hope u dapat datang my wedding nanti.
hope u dapat ank yang comel n cute macam i..

Monday, September 13, 2010

what am i feeling on this right moment???  kepada that so called org-putrajaya-tu-yg-ske-bce -sampai tsengeh2-tu.. sure you will know kn abg!! grrr

malam semalam.. cik zul the family went yum cha at kopitiam kat komtar walk. we really have our splendid time chatting, photo-ing. n eating.. its wonderful indeed. but its meaningless without you kekasih hati.. =P
so, here are the some moments that we captured yesterday.. again tanpa itu kekasih hati.. hahaha.






 p/s= kepada my mr comel di shah alam.. i sangat terharu dengan tulisan di blog you itu.. omg, you buat i menangis cause nk gelak+marah+touched tawww.. sebagai balasan esk i buat special entry kat u plak ehhh.. just wait for my revenge yar.. muahaha

Sunday, September 12, 2010

takziah.

salam takziah buat kekasih hati dan family.

 AL-FATIHAH. this evening i got a text from kekasih hati said that his granny sudah pulang kerahmahtullah.  inalilah. I fell so sorry for him and also family..
 
 pity kekasih hati cause he just arrived putrajaya this early morning n does not have the opportunity to be together in the occasion of pengebumian. SIGH.

  p/s= ALHAMDULILAH. i still can breath n enjoy my every second with all peoples that i loves.

Saturday, September 11, 2010

salam aidilfitri..

salam aidilfitri peeps.
huaaa i want to blog sooo bad. rinduu kekasih i incik blog ni sudah lama tidak berduaan. gaaah. =p. but there seems to be a prblem lah with my blogger so i cant blog properly.aissh. semakk. this is the best i could do so bear with me ya.

so let see, hmm.

yes yes.

raya update. raya was greaatt. like really great maybe the greatest yet kot. haha gile exaggerate. ** tipu2. actually it not what i mean..  kne tinggal n yet kne jadi maid.. ohh yes a.k.a  the best suri rumah tangga yang ada 3 lil child.. fuhh penat  entertain budak2 kecik makan+toilet+menanyi+ketawa+photoshoot... but it was awesome guys.. rse cam nak kawen cepat2 pastu nak ade anak yg comel2...** OMG! gatal** 
 but still i really enjoyed my raya cause kekasih hati  teman-ing me for the whole day.. pity him kne layan kesongehan me ini. hahaha  btw,  makan tak yah ar cakap. tatau mane datang nafsu tetibe lak boleh makan sepanjang hari. gila i cakap youu. spoil my diet.. hukhuk.

my 2nd raya still di penang but i was at home.. n yet still kekasih hati teman-ing me lagi without fail n jemu.. thank ABG! u make may day wonderful lahh.. but frankly said, i a bit terasa n sedih cause kekasih hati did not make his promise a reality to come over my place.. u know i was so damn crazy miss u like hell. SIGH. nvm i do understand. abg kan dah lme tak spend time dengan family. so, let you be with your family.. like what i do pegang always. FAMILY FIRST. no matter what. n yet i am not a part of your family lagi kn.. huhuhu

currently, kekasih hati nak berangkat pulang ke that place putrajaya. SIGH. why so soon.. hate the feeling of leaving hometown. TAK SUKEEEEEE...

 OK ABG.. WISH YOU HAVE A SAFE JOURNEY BACK.. love yar

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

if i have superpower.


i know tajuk entri for this times agak metaphore n out of box. but seriously, can anyone give me a superpower. anything will do. i need it so fuckingly.!!

if i have superpower.
i will make everything back to normal. like before the thunder.
i hope we do like before o just batter than before. can we???
i love u and i love u. i am so appriciate the relation of us.

i know, i misscounting ur feeling all this while. i am too bad for you.  but seriously i dont meant to hurt you. i was so dump until cant see how you hurt so badly n it all cause by me.!!!!! i am sorry again.
but seriously, you should know me rite. i wont hurt you, i wont obey ur feeling if i notice it will do so to you. about the jelecy.ohh god!! itu tidak perlu.
you dont have to waste you time being jeleouse on me and him. because what. me and him are nothing. we are nothing except a good friend. he treat me as his lil sister and so do me.
~bff, i am sorry.

Saturday, September 4, 2010

BRAND NEW

big HELLO to me.

welcoming me here back to this brand new place.
the place where i will be rambling about anything n everything..

let kick start this new place with some nice warm story mory. as the old one, all fairy tales story are not ever allowed here, just a reality thought im gonna to throw out here…

the very 1st entry cam sengal nak buat wish list lahh.. hihihi

ok2 whats im craving the most at this moment. 

1. nak baju kurung cotton yg ade bunge2 cantik tu..
2. nak sandle vincci yg lubang2 yg cantik tuuu
3 SELUAR!!! need the most. karat pants.. sye nak!
enough2. baget macam billionaire plak .