im the LOSER!!!!

homesick!!!

see.see. i lose again .. sigh. why i cant get rid this sickness far away..  before kick start this sem hari tu,punye la bersemangat nak buang perangai homesick ni jauh2. but then….. SIGH  =(        i hate to talk with my abah ble time mood homesick datang. dengar suara abah pun bleh trus rase sebak. i lose with my feeling..
just know recieved an call from mak. i tried my best to tahan the feeling but haish.. i just cant you know. gaah.* smack head* . even almost tiap2 hari contact tapi still this feeling keep hunting me.. and its killing me..

 plan to balik this weekend dengan along. but my schedule suck!!!! monday class pagi. jumaat sampai tengahari. actuallty boleh je nak balik. tapi abah cakap no.no. nanti ble balik sekejab tahap kehomesickan saya akan lagi  mengunung tinggi. then i replied, no abah. angah promise lepas balik ni angah tak akan balik umah seribu tahun..hihihi pastu ape lagi abah terus brainwash.. angah dah 20tahun, dah besar, kne kuat, xsayang. xkesian kat mak abah ke.. kalu balik mak abah risau sangat ble time naik bus..n bla bla bla then selepas kne brainwash i start to think n realize i were so bad to my mum n dad. always bring troblesome to them. mak abah angah mintak maaf. =(

he turns 23 years old…

HAPPY BIRTHDAY abang!!!!!

semoga panjang umur dan murah rezeki. all my prayers are always with u darling.
muhamadothamanbina.rahim- 30 november 2007 . the day that i first meet him. happen in pizzahut prangin mall. funny tho. almost 3years we have been in a relationship. this year i got him a gray tee as his brithday present.. hope he will like it as much like i do.  love.love.love
23 tahun? you are getting older. never mind. i sukee.


so here there are some wishes, OMG, rasa macam nak lempang. padahal tiap-tiap hari masage boleh je bagi wish.

semoga lagi matang
semoga lagi gemuk cikit 
semoga berjaya
semoga lagi comel
semoga lagi sayang saya
semoga lagi rindu saya
semoga kurangkan noty2 o flirty2 dgn makhluk lain ehem** sangat perlu ini!!!!!
okay dahh..

happy birthday. have a blast one sweetheart!

new sem. new room. new rommie.

hye peeps.
  
currently im in the second year of my deegre making process. aha. half way yo. so, as usual, i got to really look forward this sem untuk build my pointer up. yes.
   ok. talk about new sem, this time dapat bilik atas sekali, 3rd floor you know. penat mendaki. but its ok, kali ni i got same room with abidah. alhamdulilah. finally dapat jgk satu bilik. then the other two was new to me. one is kak yat, xpoliteknik, 24 years old n the other is miza. currently doing her diploma dan bermur 19 tahun.
 
  schedule kali ni not bad. just monday and tuesday je yang sangat2 pack n non stop class start dari 8pg.. kelas malam pun just de satu je. tuesday night for computer programing class. TETAPI credit hours agak heavy. 3 subject for 3credit hours=  mathematics 3, machanics material n geomatic. FUHHHH. frankly say, its serious gonna kill me. then for 2credit hours= pendidikan islam, creativity and inovation, computer programing and my teater class only cost 1 hour credit. so, total credit is 16. eventho credit hours sikit but seriously all the subject plus the makmal was freaking hard man.. trust me. =(
 haaa, cakap pasal makmal. THANK GOD this time im not stuck dengan all the boys. nasib this time bleh pilih grup sendiri.hureeh. so, my team mates adalah 2girls n 3boys= wantian, peizhe, cheng fung, william, and jiawen. walaupun all of them are chinese. im enjoying myself with them rather then satu group dgan malays plus semua lelaki yang hanya thu membuli me. ohh nooooooo….=( im not racist o what. but i just be me. THIS IS ME.
 

   finally, harap this sem i can really working out dengan lebih bagus in my study, self-improvemnt n ect. ” HOMESICK” no.no i will definetely not allow it include in my little lulu dairies.

p/s: alhamdulilah ata semua rezeki n permudahkanlah jalan ku dan sahabat2 ku di sem ini,AMIN